Hungary -- History -- Revolution, 1918-1919 -- Personal narratives; Tormay, Cécile, 1876-1937 -- Diaries
And that horrible face under a cap worn on one side of the head is
everywhere in a country that putrifies. It appears in the light of the
burning houses, it enters at night into lonely manors, into cottages, it
rushes in under the portals of palaces, goes through the rooms, searches,
spies, and there is no escape from it. Whoever it pursues, it will
catch.... Then it wipes its bloody hands on silk or linen, and when its
heavy step has passed, death grins in the dark, pillaged room behind it.
Once upon a time the word “sailor” brought to our minds the image of the
great, free expanse of oceans and shores. Now we hold our breath at its
sound, and shudder in horror.
That face with the sailor’s cap worn rakishly on one side, that face with
the deep, loot-seeking eyes.... There it was in Moscow when thousands of
Imperial officers were slaughtered between the walls of the Kremlin. It
was in Petrograd in the hour of starkest horror, in Odessa, in Altona;
and in Helsingfors it bathed itself in the blood of Finns. It is now in
Berlin, in the Imperial castle on which the red flag floats. And it was
lurking in the courtyard of Schönbrunn Castle when the Emperor Charles
was driven from his home.
I can see the large staircase of Schönbrunn by which the Emperor, the
Empress and their little fair children left their home, walking down
alone, expelled. In olden days a hundred footmen jumped at a sign of
their hand; courtiers bowed to the ground before them. Now, wherever they
looked, there was not one faithful eye for them; whoever they might call,
he would not come.
When Francis Joseph was dying on his little iron camp-bed, in a room at
Schönbrunn, the heir to the crown and the Archduchess Zita wrung their
hands in their despair. “Good God, not yet, not yet”.... Then the door of
the old ruler’s room was opened: it had become a mortuary, and they two
walked slowly down the great gallery. The Court bowed low before them.
And they walked weeping, holding each other’s hands. Since then they have
been always walking, through many mistakes, disappointments, and tears,
and now they have reached the bottom of the staircase.
The little Crown Prince, as he had been taught, saluted all the time
with his baby hands. “They won’t acknowledge it to-day, mother,” he said
sadly. The red-cockaded peoples’ guards who occupied the place turned
aside.
The King, in civilian clothes, with bowed head, stepped out into the
open. The sound of his steps died away in the big, empty house, and the
darkness of the evening swallowed up the garden, under whose straight-cut
hedges, peopled with statues of gods and goddesses, the Hapsburgs had
passed so many lovely summers.
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