Communism -- Hungary; Hungary -- History -- Revolution, 1918-1919 -- Personal narratives; Tormay, Cécile, 1876-1937 -- Diaries
This is not dawn! Revolution is the midnight agony of a passing age,
when the vision of the future appears only through the blood and sweat
of the dying. The senile age dies in the revolution. And when the
disorder of dawn has passed and morning breaks, man becomes a child
again and an autocratic power takes it by the hand and leads it back to
order, to law, to church, to early Mass, into the presence of God. Then
comes the youth of the age, the period of dreaming idealism, of fights
for freedom, of Art. This age gathers flowers, ploughs and reaps, sings
and follows the footsteps of the beloved. Then comes the age of manhood.
It creates industry and commerce, it goes on board ship, weighs anchor
and brings treasures from beyond the seas. The treasures increase, the
superfluities accumulate and flow into a few hands, the reign of gold
raises its head above the misery of millions.
The evening comes over a pale world of ill omen. The nauseous scent of
faded flowers pervades the air. In saturnalian revelries the cups are
emptied to the dregs. These are the hours of wild, dissolute orgies, old
faces painted to look young, derisive laughter. The bells of the
churches only mark time, law is only respected by the simple and
regarded no better than stupid, traditional nursery tales by the
cunning. The tired incapable crowd is ruled by degenerates, hereditary
wrecks, criminals and lunatics. Respect disappears, the hand that worked
drops its tools and the hour of midnight approaches.
Then comes the agony of the senile age. Blood is shed, flames rise to
the sky and between fire and blood the age dies. Revolutions are not
mornings. They are the death-struggles of the midnight hour. And we poor
Hungarians have been for months the witnesses of such an artificially
provoked agony. It ends the age, but, above my sufferings, I feel that
the real dawn is coming towards us.
* * * * *
_July 22nd._
The day of the heralded world-revolution has passed. The Red press
gushes over the strikes in other countries, but reports that the
Dictatorship will summon before the Revolutionary Tribunal any Hungarian
workman who dares to stop work. In a fortunate country like Soviet
Hungary there is no longer any need for strikes. In Russia, where
happiness has been attained to an even higher degree, workmen who strike
are executed. None the less there is no work being done in town to-day.
Nor is there any on other days. Why work? For forged banknotes?
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