Communism -- Hungary; Hungary -- History -- Revolution, 1918-1919 -- Personal narratives; Tormay, Cécile, 1876-1937 -- Diaries
The clock struck nine; suddenly I heard a violent knocking and furious
cursing at the end of the corridor, and a fat, angry man rolled into the
room. He had forgotten to take his hat off, and his pipe was in his
mouth. It was old Schlegel, a stout old German market gardener from the
banks of the Ipoly, a fiery Hungarian patriot, who within the last few
months had helped innumerable refugees across the river.
“Donnerwetter! The devil, why don’t you open your door? I knock—the
curfew—they shoot people down out there.”
Now that he was in safety, he calmed down and put his fat hand on Mrs.
Huszár’s shoulder: “I just came to tell you you need not be anxious.
Your husband is in my house. We have plenty of arms. If the Communists
try their slaughtering trick here, I’ll come too and shoot them like
dogs.” He produced from his pocket a huge rusty revolver and waved it
like a mace threateningly above his head. “That is all I had to say.”
I stole to the front door to see if all was clear. The new moon had
already set and there was not a soul in the street. I made a sign to the
old man and in his gouty way, his right leg always foremost, he passed
me into the street. Without a word he touched his hat and with shaky,
baby-like steps disappeared at the end of the street between the high
stalks of the Indian corn. The electric light went out. The town moved
no longer.
Our vigil was illuminated by a single candle, and we kept looking at the
clock. It was said that the Terrorists were guarding the streets leading
out of town so that nobody should be able to escape. Looting was to
begin at midnight. Even if they did their work quickly it would take
them half an hour before they came here. This house was said to be
marked as their third point of attack.
Somehow I remembered a horror of my childhood. I was quite small. My
grandmother Tormay was telling us stories about her Huguenot ancestors.
She told us how, before the massacre of Saint Bartholomew, the men of
Catherine de Medici had locked all the gates of Paris so that none
should be able to escape and then marked with chalk the houses inhabited
by Huguenots. “But that happened more than three hundred years ago,” my
grandmother said, “when people were still wild and cruel.”
The clock struck midnight.
I asked Mrs. Huszár to escape at once with her children into the fields
of Indian corn as soon as the shooting started. We listened. Nothing ...
only the clock struck again. Half-past twelve. My friend was standing
near the window listening, and I thought how often we had sat up through
the nights like this during the last few months.
“Do you remember? That night when we kept saying, ‘Now the Czechs have
fired!’ ‘Now the Reds!’”?
Our fate has not altered. The Dictatorship of the Proletariat is still
alive and continues to torture us.
One o’clock!
A hen fluttered up the roof of the house opposite. Under the stars
silence pervaded the summer night.
Half-past one!
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