Communism -- Hungary; Hungary -- History -- Revolution, 1918-1919 -- Personal narratives; Tormay, Cécile, 1876-1937 -- Diaries
“The vagabonds, they are conveying arms! And as for the Directory of
Aszód, they are a lot of cruel Jew boys. The people live in terror of
them. Even at night the inhabitants have no rest. During the war the
Czech deserters were kept in cotton wool at the aeroplane factory. Now
they are the greatest Communist heroes. They steal more than all the
others together.” Then he scowled. “But things will be different soon!
It is no good giving us a lot of their worthless banknotes. They won’t
take us in. We railwaymen will have something to say in the matter!”
The telephone rang in the office: Aszód on the line, my train was
signalled. My lassitude vanished suddenly, but as I stepped out of the
little house I felt as if a veil had been torn from my face, and the
exposure seemed physically painful.
[Illustration:
COUNTRYFOLK GOING TO DRAW RATIONS.
]
Slowly, hissing and panting, the train approached. People were sitting
on top of the waggons, people hung from the steps, and even the buffers
had their riders. I tried to get up but was pushed back. I ran along the
train but not a door would open, for inside the people were pressed
against them. I ran on and on, saying to myself ‘anywhere, anyhow will
do.’ I struggled with another door-handle. The train started. What on
earth shall I do if I lose it? The guard came to my rescue at last, but
boxes and trunks blocked the door. Someone pushed me forward, someone
else pulled. My bag hit me in the back. And then I could move no more
and the train carried me away.
I had got into an old condemned carriage and an icy wind blew unhindered
through its unglazed windows. People were crowding against one another
on the narrow floor—women, soldiers, an officer, a dirty fat man. Wedged
between them, I stood on one leg, the only foothold I could secure,
indeed I was practically suspended by the pressure of their fetid
bodies. But as things were I thought myself lucky. I had to take my
ticket on the train, and when the conductor forced his way to our
compartment he asked me for my trade-union permit. So now they were
going to make me get off again, I thought. I pretended to look for it in
my bag, but the officer who was crushed up against me spoke to the
conductor and shewed him some paper: “make the ticket out for two.” The
conductor did so and the officer pocketed tickets for himself and for
me. I paid him the fare, he too was going to Balassagyarmat.
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