"Poor little girl!" he said simply; so simply, so kindly, that there
could be no offence in the familiarity. "I was afraid you had given
yourself a stiff road to hoe. I've had experience in these cases, and
know something about the difficulties. The trouble is that like many
reformers you are beginning at the wrong end, trying to doctor his mind,
whereas it's his body that is sick. Drink is a physical disease, and
it's hard luck on its victims that public opinion refuses to realise the
fact. Imagine a fellow being called a beast--a degraded beast,
disgraceful, disgusting--all the usual terms, because he was suffering
from tuberculosis or heart disease! It's unthinkable, but a poor wretch
who has to fight against a physical craving as fierce as the claws of a
wild beast, tearing him, literally tearing, not to be quenched except by
the very poison which is going to set him craving again,--for one
kindly, pitying thought, he gets a hurricane of abuse! You and I know
better. We don't judge; we pity the poor fellow from the bottom of our
hearts, but I say--" suddenly his voice changed to a crisp, boylike
note, "don't let's talk about him to-night! It's such a ripping night.
We can do him no good. Then why spoil our own time? Let's talk about
happy things!" He threw away his cigarette as he spoke, leaned his arms
on the rail, and turned his face towards hers with a twinkling appeal.
They were close together, and the smiling interchange of glance seemed a
good and pleasant thing. Katrine was almost ashamed of the speed with
which the mental load slipped away, and disappeared; one glance into the
keen grey eyes, and it had vanished into space.
It was good to stand in the warm night, looking out at the glory of the
star-lit heavens, at the ripple of phosphorous on the water, but the
beauties of nature were but a secondary cause for the content which
enfolded her. The primary cause was the presence of the man by her
side, the big man with the grave face, and the clear, boylike eyes.
Katrine was not given to hasty friendships, but in this case there
seemed no preliminary stages to live through, for the moment of meeting
had acclaimed a mental understanding, which years of intimacy might have
failed to ensure. She forgot that she had been unhappy, and laughed a
soft, girlish little laugh, the tinkle of which struck strangely on her
own ears. Such a girlish laugh!
"Oh, yes! Let's! That will be nice... What shall we talk about?"
"Ourselves, of course," he said promptly; and at that they laughed
again. Katrine tilted her head, and met his eyes with a frank, gay
glance.
"Wasn't it Isabel Carnaby who said that there was really no other
subject to talk about but ourselves, just as there was really no other
dish than bacon for breakfast?"
"What about Lloyd George?"
They laughed gaily, laughed into each other's eyes with a sense of
intimacy which sent the spirits racing upwards with a mysterious
intoxication.
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