Mrs Mannering had tied a shawl round her head. The pockets of her coat
were filled to the point of bursting. She carried a bundle of small
articles, which she proceeded to stuff into the pockets of Katrine's
cloak. A steward came up and fastened a lifebelt round her waist.
Bedford took a second from his arm and himself fastened it round
Katrine. She laid her cold fingers on his, drawing him back.
"You are going to send me away?"
He bent and laid his lips to her hand, but he went on fastening the
straps. There was a relentlessness in his movements which struck ice to
Katrine's soul.
"You will send me away, and let me die alone?"
At that he winced, but still he continued his task.
"You must go first, beloved. If God wills, I'll follow. The women must
go first."
Katrine laughed; a wild reckless laugh more terrible than tears.
"Why? Why? Because of a sentiment, a convention? Better save the men!
They are the bread-winners, the heads of households. Save the lives
that count, and let us drown. There are women enough--too many. We
should not be missed. I have had no choice in life, but my death is my
own. I will not go! I will stay with you."
Mrs Mannering's practical, commonplace voice struck sharply upon her
ears.
"My good girl," she cried. "You have not to think of yourself at this
moment. You are not the only woman who would rather stay behind. Look
at those poor souls over there who have to leave husbands and sons! Is
it easier for them, or for you? There's only one thing to be done--obey
orders, and do your bit towards smoothing the way. When your turn
comes, you've _got_ to go, and I'll see to it that you _do_!"
She squared her shoulders, and stationed herself grim and relentless by
Katrine's side. In the lurid light her face looked lined, and
incredibly old, but she carried herself bravely, and showed not a quiver
of fear.
Along the deck the band had marshalled, and the strains of a popular
waltz floated with horrible gaiety on the air. Not a note fell flat, or
out of time; stalwart and erect in their smart uniform, the men stood
and played, and the conductor waved his baton as composedly as if they
had been surrounded by a throng of merry dancers, instead of men and
women threatened by instant death. Prom within the brightly-lighted
smoking-room a man could be seen writing a letter. A few feet away a
woman was playing bo-peep with a frightened child. Gradually, as
Katrine stood waiting, her fear subsided, and there stole into her soul
a mysterious courage and calm. Strung to its highest sensibilities the
spirit within her absorbed the atmosphere by which it was surrounded,
and nobly answered the call.
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