Grizel in a grey dress, with a hat wreathed with violets, was a shock to
Katrine's sensibilities. In theory she disapproved of conventional
mourning, and approved of fulfilling the wishes of the dead; in reality
she was still under the thraldom of public opinion, and the prospect of
walking down the High Street with a mourner in colours assumed the
dimensions of a dread. "They" would say,--what would "they" say?
The unchanged demeanour of the mourner was likewise a shock. There was
every reason why Lady Griselda's death should be regarded as a relief,
but an assumption of regret and gravity were customary under the
circumstances, and Grizel was not even subdued. She smiled, and jested,
preserved her lazy, untroubled air, and to an outside eye was in no
respect altered by the happenings of the last weeks. Katrine waited
impatiently for some reference to the dramatic will, and when none came,
was driven to open the subject herself.
"Isn't it glorious," she questioned curiously, "to be mistress of that
enormous fortune? To know that you can practically get anything in the
whole world which you happen to fancy?"
Grizel stroked her nose, her eyes asking the question which would have
been too banal in words. _Anything_? Katrine understood the reference,
and flushed brightly. She hurried to add a clause:
"Of course, if you had been sentimentally disposed, it would have been
different, but you have never--"
"No," responded Grizel amiably, "I never have."
Voice and manner were all that is friendly; there was not a particle of
resentment, nevertheless the subject was closed, and Katrine knew that
she could never refer to it again. That Martin would not do so on his
own accord she felt convinced, for though Grizel herself was unchanged,
there was an unmistakable difference between his present behaviour to
his guest, and that during her recent visit. Now he was merely the
courteous host, concerned with the comfort and amusement of his sister's
guest, but making no personal claim for attention. By day he shut
himself in his study; in the evening he sedulously avoided
_tete-a-tetes_. A still, set look had come back to his face, which
brought with it a haunting memory of the past. Katrine had not realised
how far from the desert of sorrow he had travelled until she recognised
that look, and at the sight her heart contracted with a pang of
protective tenderness, startling in its intensity. At that moment, and
for the first time in her life, Self was wiped out, and her own welfare
ceased to weigh in the balance. "Not again! Not again!" cried the
inner voice. "He has suffered enough!" It was intolerable to think of
living to see Martin pass through a second period of despair!
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