Her firmness was lost on him. “I do not even know what it means yet,” he
said, “and I want to know, for I believe there is some misunderstanding
between us, and it is the trick of your sex to perpetuate
misunderstandings by forbidding all allusions to them. Perhaps, leaving
Lyvern so hastily, I forgot to fulfil some promise, or to say farewell,
or something of that sort. But do you know how suddenly I was called
away? I got a telegram to say that Henrietta was dying, and I had only
time to change my clothes--you remember my disguise--and catch the
express. And, after all, she was dead when I arrived.”
“I know that,” said Agatha uneasily. “Please say no more about it.”
“Not if it distresses you. Just let me hope that you did not suppose I
blamed you for your share in the matter or that I told the Janseniuses
of it. I did not. Yes, I like orchids. A plant that can subsist on a
scrap of board is an instance of natural econ--”
“YOU blame ME!” cried Agatha. “_I_ never told the Janseniuses. What
would they have thought of you if I had?”
“Far worse of you than of me, however unjustly. You were the immediate
cause of the tragedy; I only the remote one. Jansenius is not far-seeing
when his feelings are touched. Few men are.”
“I don’t understand you in the least. What tragedy do you mean?”
“Henrietta’s death. I call it a tragedy conventionally. Seriously, of
course, it was commonplace enough.”
Agatha stopped and faced him. “What do you mean by what you said just
now? You said that I was the immediate cause of the tragedy, and you say
that you were talking of Henrietta’s--of Henrietta. I had nothing to do
with her illness.”
Trefusis looked at her as if considering whether he would go any
further. Then, watching her with the curiosity of a vivisector, he said:
“Strange to say, Agatha,” (she shrank proudly at the word), “Henrietta
might have been alive now but for you. I am very glad she is not; so you
need not reproach yourself on my account. She died of a journey she
made to Lyvern in great excitement and distress, and in intensely cold
weather. You caused her to make that journey by writing her a letter
which made her jealous.”
“Do you mean to accuse me--”
“No; stop!” he said hastily, the vivisecting spirit in him exorcised
by her shaking voice; “I accuse you of nothing. Why do you not speak
honestly to me when you are at your ease? If you confess your real
thoughts only under torture, who can resist the temptation to torture
you? One must charge you with homicide to make you speak of anything but
orchids.”
But Agatha had drawn the new inference from the old facts, and would not
be talked out of repudiating it. “It was not my fault,” she said. “It
was yours--altogether yours.”
“Altogether,” he assented, relieved to find her indignant instead of
remorseful.
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