I do not know by what magic it took place; but at this point the
conversation changed and became less serious. She ventured even to
speak playfully of the pleasures of love, to eliminate from them all
moral considerations, to reduce them to their simplest elements, and to
prove that the favors of lovers were mere pleasure, that there were no
pledges—philosophically speaking—excepting those which were given to
the world, when we allowed it to penetrate our secrets and joined it in
the acts of indiscretion.
“How mild is the night,” she said, “which we have by chance picked out!
Well, if there are reasons, as I suppose there are, which compel us to
part to-morrow, our happiness, ignored as it is by all nature, will not
leave us any ties to dissolve. There will, perhaps, be some regrets,
the pleasant memory of which will give us reparation; and then there
will be a mutual understanding, without all the delays, the fuss and
the tyranny of legal proceedings. We are such machines—and I blush to
avow it—that in place of all the shrinkings that tormented me before
this scene took place, I was half inclined to embrace the boldness of
these principles, and I felt already disposed to indulge in the love of
liberty.
“This beautiful night,” she continued, “this lovely scenery at this
moment have taken on fresh charms. O let us never forget this pavilion!
The chateau,” she added smilingly, “contains a still more charming
place, but I dare not show you anything; you are like a child, who
wishes to touch everything and breaks everything that he touches.”
Moved by a sentiment of curiosity I protested that I was a very good
child. She changed the subject.
“This night,” she said, “would be for me without a regret if I were not
vexed with myself for what I said to you about the countess. Not that I
wish to find fault with you. Novelty attracts me. You have found me
amiable, I should like to believe in your good faith. But the dominion
of habit takes a long time to break through and I have not learned the
secret of doing this—By the bye, what do you think of my husband?”
“Well, he is rather cross, but I suppose he could not be otherwise to
me.”
“Oh, that is true, but his way of life isn’t pleasant, and he could not
see you here with indifference. He might be suspicious even of our
friendship.”
“Oh! he is so already.”
“Confess that he has cause. Therefore you must not prolong this visit;
he might take it amiss. As soon as any one arrives—” and she added with
a smile, “some one is going to arrive—you must go. You have to keep up
appearance, you know. Remember his manner when he left us to-night.”
I was tempted to interpret this adventure as a trap, but as she noticed
the impression made by her words, she added:
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