Rejoice, O young man, in thy youth, and let thy heart cheer thee in the
days of thy youth, and walk in the ways of thy heart and in the sight
of thine eyes, or ever thou goest to thy long home and the mourners go
about the streets: or ever the silver cord be loosed, or the golden
bowl be broken or the pitcher be broken at the fountain, or the wheel
broken at the cistern, or the dust return to the earth as it was. [11]
Shivering once more, she repeated slowly:
Or the dust return to the earth as it was.
And as she took her head in her hands in order to stifle her thoughts,
she suddenly felt, without having foreseen it, the mortuary form of her
cranium through the living skin: the empty temples, the enormous
orbits, the flat nose under the cartilage, and the protruding jaws.
Horror! this it was, then, that she was about to become! With frightful
lucidity, she had the vision of her corpse, and she passed her hands
over her whole body in order to probe to the bottom an idea which,
though simple, had never yet occurred to her—that she bore _her
skeleton within her_, that it was not a result of death, a
metamorphosis, a culmination, but a thing one carries about, a spectre
inseparable from the human form, and that the framework of life is
already the symbol of the tomb.
A furious desire to live, to see everything again, to begin everything
again, to do everything again, suddenly came over her. It was a revolt
in the presence of death: the impossibility of admitting that she would
never see the evening of the dawning day: the impossibility of
understanding how this beauty, this body, this active thought, this
opulent life of the flesh could cease to be, in its zenith, and go to
rottenness.
The door opened quietly.
Demetrios entered.
[1] _Jeremiah_ II, 2, 20.
[2] _Hosea_ II, 5.
[3] _Jeremiah_ II, 23, 24.
[4] _Ezekiel_ XXIII, 20, 21.
[5] _Jeremiah_ III, 1.
[6] _Ezekiel_ XXIII, 22, 25.
[7] _Nahum_ II, 7.
[8] _Hosea_ IV, 14.
[9] _Ecclesiastes_ IX, 7, 10.
[10] _Ecclesiastes_ XI, 7.
[11] _Ecclesiastes_ XII, 1, 5-7.
II
DUST RETURNS TO EARTH
“Demetrios!” she cried.
And she rushed forward.
But after carefully dropping the wooden bolt, the young man remained
motionless, and his glance betrayed such profound tranquility that
Chrysis was suddenly stricken with a cold chill.
She had hoped for an impulse of generosity, a movement of the arms, the
lips, anything, an outstretched hand . . .
Demetrios did not move.
He waited in silence for an instant, in an extremely correct attitude,
as if he wished clearly to disavow all responsibility in the case.
Then, seeing that nothing was asked of him, he strode towards the
window and planted himself in the embrasure to contemplate the dawn of
day.
Chrysis sat upon the low bed, with a fixed look in her dulled eyes.
Then Demetrios began to commune with himself.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Elsewhere in the archive
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account