“Pain”, he said, “is a word void of meaning, since our will transcends
the imperfections of our perishable body. It is true that Zeno died at
the age of ninety-eight, without ever having had, according to his
biographers, any illness, however slight; but this circumstance cannot
be used as an argument against him, for from the mere fact that he
succeeded in maintaining an unimpaired good health, we cannot logically
conclude that he would have been lacking in force of character had he
fallen ill. Besides, it would be an abuse to compel the philosophers to
practise in their persons the rules of conduct they profess, and to
cultivate without respite the virtues they deem superior. In a word,
not to prolong inordinately a discourse which might last longer than
yourself, endeavour to lift up your soul, my dear, as far as possible,
above your physical sufferings. However melancholy, however cruel they
may appear to you, I beg you to believe that I have a real part in
them. They are drawing to a close: be patient, forget. Between the
various doctrines which attribute immortality to us, this is the moment
for choosing the one most fitted to alleviate your regrets at having to
disappear. If these doctrines are true, you will have lightened the
bitter agony of the passage. If they lie, what does it matter? You will
never know that you were mistaken.”
Having spoken thus, Phrasilas re-adjusted the folds of his garment over
his shoulder and vanished with an unsteady gait.
Timon remained alone in the room with the woman hanging in the throes
of death upon the cross.
The memory of a night passed on the poor wretch’s breast haunted his
brain, and confounded itself with the atrocious vision of the imminent
rottenness into which this splendid body that had burned in his arms
was about to fall.
He pressed his hand over his eyes in order not to see her torture, but
he _heard_ the unceasing trembling of the body upon the cross.
Finally, he looked. Great threads of blood formed a network on the skin
from the pins in the breast down to the curled-up heels. The head
turned perpetually. All the hair, matted with blood, sweat, and
perfume, hung over the left side.
“Aphrodisia! do you hear me! do you recognise me? It is I, Timon;
Timon.”
Her glance, almost blind, rested on him for a second. But the head
turned incessantly. The body trembled continually.
Softly, as if he feared the sound of his foot-steps would hurt her, the
young man advanced to the foot of the cross. He stretched out his arms,
he carefully took her strengthless and ever-turning head between his
two fraternal hands, piously smoothed away her tear-drenched hair from
her cheeks, and imprinted on the hot lips a kiss of infinite
tenderness.
Aphrodisia closed her eyes. Did she recognise him who had charmed her
horrible end by this impulse of affectionate pity? An inexpressible
smile distended her blue eyelids, and with a sigh she gave up the
ghost.
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_A kiss of infinite tenderness._
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