Ande Trembath: A Tale of Old Cornwall EnglandKemp, Matthew Stanley
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Ande Trembath: A Tale of Old Cornwall England
Kemp, Matthew Stanley
Cornwall (England : County) -- Fiction
It was the text of the funeral sermon that was inscribed below. There
was nothing more save the dates of birth and death. Suddenly a keener
sense of her loss and loneliness came upon her, and she bowed herself to
the floor, giving vent to the first outpouring of grief--a grief that
she had restrained until then. Sobs and cries, low, yet full of grief,
shook and convulsed her frame.
"Oh, father! father! do you know how lonely I am? I am your daughter,
your Allie, and you always wanted me near you. I am here near you,
father, and yet I cannot feel your presence, for you are gone and I am
alone." A great sob checked her utterance, and for a long time she
struggled with her grief, murmuring incoherently, and, then arising, she
dried her eyes.
"Perhaps he sees still, and pities my grief and solitude. Parson Trant
said that the dead are more alive than the living--'I am the God of
Abraham, Isaac and Jacob; God is not the God of the dead, but of the
living.'" She quoted the Scripture passage softly to herself, and it
seemed to give some comfort. "Yes, he must see and hear." A noise near
the distant tower door startled her. She gazed that way, though not in
fear. Who could be in these sacred precincts at night beside herself?
she asked mentally. The noise was not repeated. It was some owl or bat,
or perhaps it was a slight breeze that had moved the slightly opened
door, she thought, and then turning to the altar she knelt down in
prayer.
"O God, I have now no father, no friend, no helper but Thee. I am
friendless, homeless, poor and lonely. Be my helper and give me
strength. Be my father, O Thou who art above, and hold me in Thy
protecting arms. Thou art the defence of the widow and the fatherless;
be Thou the defence of the fatherless now and hold me in the hollow of
Thy hand. O God, all Thy waves and Thy billows have gone over my soul.
At one blow I lose all. Supported by a father's love, it is taken from
me; reared in comfort, I am reduced to bitter poverty; surrounded by
friends--yet to-day alone and helpless, and yet,--Thou wilt not forsake
me, for Thou dost mark the sparrow's fall. I go a stranger among
strangers in a strange land, yet Thou wilt not forsake me. Oh, be a
light to my feet, a guide to my way, and a stay in my helplessness."
Some time more she spent at the altar in silent prayer, and then arising
and casting a long lingering look at the silent tomb near her, she
slowly wended her way down the silent and deserted church, and thence on
and out of the cemetery.
Without she walked rapidly along the highway, when the figure of a man
emerged from the shadow of the cemetery gate and followed and overtook
her.
"Mistress Alice," he said, laying a detaining hand on her arm. She
started and would have fled, but he restrained her. "You are out late;
let me attend you."
"I asked not your escort, Mr. Richard Lanyan."
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