Angel: A sketch in Indian inkCroker, B. M. (Bithia Mary)
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Angel: A sketch in Indian ink
Croker, B. M. (Bithia Mary)
British -- India -- Fiction; India -- History -- British occupation, 1765-1947 -- Fiction
"Oh, come, come, you need not play the ostrich with me," and with a
laugh and a flip at her ponies, the lady rattled rapidly away, and
subsequently bragged of her encounter.
Angel's guardian frequently visited to the Commissioner's bungalow.
He came to dine, to early tea, to ride, to accompany Angel and Mrs.
Gordon to church or the band. Angel was radiantly happy, and, thanks
to her friend's precautions, totally unconscious of the net which was
closing round herself and Philip. Mrs. Gordon was merely an interested
looker-on, she saw both sides of the drama, she was both before and
behind the scenes. On one side there was Major Gascoigne, restrained,
reserved, reluctant, and yet who could resist the charm of the daily
companionship of the delightful girl who was his ward? There was Angel,
whose whole mind seemed to be centred in the wish to please Philip—and
to wonder what he thought of her?
Public opinion was favourable to the marriage—public opinion was
strong. Those who envied Major Gascoigne his careless bachelor life,
those who resented his lack of reciprocity, those mothers whom he had
disappointed, all desired to hurry him to the altar.
He could resist, but he had decided not to resist, for, after all,
Angel was the most beautiful and charming girl he knew. She was
unspoiled, he believed that she cared for him, and that he could make
her happy.
Under these reassuring reflections, he decided to accept his
fate—Angel. It was not a hard fate, a fate much envied of many, and
particularly—of all people—by Shafto. It was true that he had spoken
of marriage as a mere "episode" in a man's life—he trusted the opinion
would never reach Angel's ears. He was not madly, wildly, in love,
no—but he thought he would be lucky if she became his wife.
He would prefer to remain unmarried for the next ten years, and carve
out his career unweighted with an encumbrance. Truly, these were very
cold-blooded ideas to be harboured by the lover of a bewitching beauty
of nineteen. On the other hand, when he became grey, and stiff in the
joints, and the meridian of life and its glories had waned, he would be
nothing but a lonely, leather-faced veteran, with not a soul belonging
to him, and with no one to whom he could leave his money, except
Angel's children. Again the charm of his independent life rose into
his vision, his happy, quiet hours, his beloved book, his absorbing
interest for his work. Must this all be relinquished? Was it true, as
a comrade had declared, that his heart was composed of an entrenchment
tool? Swayed this way, and that, Philip was ashamed of his vacillation.
For once he found himself in strange conflict with his own character.
The faculty of promptly making up his mind—what had become of it?
Fresh from the charm of Angel's voice and manner, he determined to
speak the very next day.
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