Angel: A sketch in Indian inkCroker, B. M. (Bithia Mary)
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Angel: A sketch in Indian ink
Croker, B. M. (Bithia Mary)
British -- India -- Fiction; India -- History -- British occupation, 1765-1947 -- Fiction
"Yes, of course, I will be honest—you are right—it did, and I was
simply horrified," admitted Angel gravely. "I had expected a man, a
little stout, and bald, and grey—you see, I had no photograph to guide
me, and six or seven years are ages at my time of life, more than
twenty later on. The moment I saw Philip, I realised the awful mistake
I had made, and felt almost inclined to turn and run away back into the
wet jungle, but I pulled myself together, and did my best to carry it
off with a high hand; there was nothing else to do."
"I know that Mrs. Flant and her sister discovered you
_tête-à-tête_—you, a young girl, and unchaperoned. Then it seems
that you attracted Miss Ball's admirer, this was too much for her
forbearance; to avenge herself she told a story to the station, she
and Mrs. Flant whispered that they did not believe you were only just
out—or as simple as you pretended. They said you had possibly—no,
I won't go on," as Angel's face grew fixed and ghastly. "The talk
had become a clamour by the time Philip appeared; perhaps you may
understand the whisperings, the silences, and the curt refusals of our
invitations, that puzzled us so much?"
"I understand—all—_now_."
"Then of course Philip had to be told. At first he absolutely refused
to believe his ears, but the lie had had a long start, and was strong
and unflinching. He did not wish to marry you——"
"So the other woman said."
"He thought you much too young; he declared you should see the world,
and make your choice, and not be put off with a dull old bachelor. He
was thinking of you, he was indeed, Angel," trying to reach Angel's
hand, but she twisted it away, "he loves you very sincerely, and
loyally in his own way. Has he not made you an admirable husband? There
is the answer to that silly woman's chatter. Don't you believe, my
dear," and she now took Angel's hand firmly in hers, "that he loves
you?"
"Yes," rudely snatching her fingers away, "precisely as he did
when I was a little girl at school, not with all his soul, and all
his strength, as he loved Lola—not"—drawing a long breath, and
transfixing her friend with her eyes—"as Alan Lindsay—loves you."
"Angel! What do you mean!" stammered the receiver of this rude shock,
and the slumbering fire in her dark eyes kindled to a blaze. "How dare
you?"
"Why should I not dare?" demanded the girl fiercely, "this is the
place and time for plain speaking—lip to lip and eye to eye. Philip
is straight, as they called him—_he_ would never make love to a
married woman—not even," and she gave an odd laugh, "to his own wife.
He is careful of my health, of the horses I ride, the people I know,
he jumps up when I enter a room, he hurries to fetch me a wrap, but he
never—_never_ kisses my work, or my book, when I am not looking—nor
waits patiently for hours to have a word with me—alone—as a man we
know, waits for—you."
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