Angel: A sketch in Indian inkCroker, B. M. (Bithia Mary)
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Angel: A sketch in Indian ink
Croker, B. M. (Bithia Mary)
British -- India -- Fiction; India -- History -- British occupation, 1765-1947 -- Fiction
"He will set us free—we will marry in six months, and begin a new
existence. What a maddening thing life is—a mass of mistakes. One's
hands are tied, and fate comes and mocks at us—but I intend to cut the
cords. Here is Elinor's life wasted with a boor, who values her less
than a quire of foolscap, whilst I would lay down my life for her." In
the midst of this heroic speech potatoes were offered and declined.
"Listen," he continued eagerly, "my plan is this——"
"Hush," said Angel, "not so loud. Mrs. Crabbe opposite is exhibiting
the liveliest interest in your conversation,—and I don't want to hear
any more."
"You must hear," he said inflexibly.
"Well, if I must, I suppose I must. I cannot escape from the table—I
won't agree with one word you say—so you are warned."
"I want Elinor to come to England with me. I am now a wealthy man;
after six months she will become my wife, and we shall be unutterably
happy."
"For a year—perhaps, and then you will both begin to realise your
mistake; you will regret your career, and she will be grieving for her
downfall. You will be each other's punishment; Elinor will feel intense
remorse, knowing what her evil example means to so many, and that her
life's work is destroyed. She will become old, worn, and unsatisfied,
and you will be disillusioned."
"You talk like a seer, Mrs. Gascoigne," he sneered.
"I am far-sighted," she admitted quietly.
"Don't you know—do you not see that it would be for Elinor's happiness
to cast off this hideous life of pretence, and become my second self,
my wife, the mistress of my dear old home?"
"She would be mad to listen to you," said Angel fiercely; "she will
suffer, when you leave; she will mourn as for a death—oh, it will be
a hard trial, but it is better to suffer and be strong now, and get it
over, than to endure agonies of shame later on, and always. She will
never listen to your plan. If she did, I would hold her back by main
force; if she went she would have to drag _me_ along with her. I will
never let her go."
"I always thought you were her friend, and wished for her happiness."
"I am her friend—and I do not wish for her disgrace."
"Why are you so narrow-minded? Many _divorcés_ are in society; and
Elinor is so sweet and so good—her influence will always be felt
wherever she goes."
"No, not when it is known that she has left her husband—with you.
You must practise before you preach; and if I have read Mr. Gordon's
character correctly, he will never divorce his wife."
"So," after a long pause Lindsay said, "you are not on my side?"
"No, nor ever will be—and what a discussion for a dinner-party!"
"It was my only opportunity. I asked Du Visne—he's a pal of mine—to
send us in together if possible."
"If he had known your object, he would have turned you out; now let us
talk of anything—or nothing else. Ah! I see people putting on their
gloves; thank goodness, we are going at last."
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