Angel: A sketch in Indian inkCroker, B. M. (Bithia Mary)
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Angel: A sketch in Indian ink
Croker, B. M. (Bithia Mary)
British -- India -- Fiction; India -- History -- British occupation, 1765-1947 -- Fiction
or "cumlies," squatted round like a huka, talking scandal and money
matters, in their quarters among the pines.
Their employer sat indoors, beside a blazing log fire, inditing sweet
little notes on a knee-pad, and knitting ties in becoming shades of
purse silk. Angel crouched on the large, square-shaped fender-stool
(which was hollow underneath, and a retreat dear to the dogs) and read,
and sewed, and talked. For a whole week these two were condemned to
a species of solitary confinement. At first, they discoursed of the
elements (how Mrs. Waldershare railed against the rains!—the life of
India), the forthcoming great fancy ball, and the Chamoli Lake. From
lake to Philip was but a short step, and by-and-by Angel found herself
listening with eager ears, to stories of her husband's childhood and
boyhood. By degrees these anecdotes were merged into tales of Philip as
a youth, as a young man—as (here Angel's interest was breathless)—a
lover.
Clever Lola drew a sketch of those four supreme years with the hand
of a true artist, permitting the listener's warm imagination to colour
and fill in the outlines. Angel contemplated the picture which her own
brain completed, with a mixture of anguish, jealousy, and despair. How
Philip had loved Lola! though Lola never once said so in plain, cold
English; but a broken-off sentence, a look, a quick sigh, imparted more
than words. And he had written to _her_ daily, whilst she, his wife,
hungered for two weeks for a line. But then, oh most exacting Angel,
there is no daily post in Garhwal; letters had to come one hundred and
fifty miles by a very casual Dâk runner.
Lola gave her companion the impression of recalling these poignant
recollections, with the deepest reluctance, and all the time the
game—which lasted for eight whole days—afforded her the keenest
enjoyment. She was as a cat playing with a mouse, and at the end of the
play her victim's heart was as lacerated as any little tortured corpse.
Angel acknowledged that she had brought this misery entirely upon
herself; her anxiety for information had led her into a very cavern of
despair. Philip still loved Lola, for according to that lady's dictum,
which she humbly accepted, "It is a law of the universe, for a man to
love one woman, and none other"; and when Lola turned her wonderful
eyes upon her—those eyes, large, mysterious, sad, and visionary—Angel
felt that she could not be otherwise than truthful and good. Oh, she
must tear that secret feeling of repulsion out of her heart, and be as
sincerely attached to Lola, as Lola was to her. She would love her, and
befriend her, loyally and faithfully—for Philip's sake.
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