Christian life -- Juvenile fiction; Didactic fiction; Domestic fiction; Siblings -- Juvenile fiction
"Yes, miss. I was a slip of a girl of sixteen when I first went
to Myrtle Villa. Miss Goodwin's hair wasn't white at that time,
nor her face wrinkled as it is now; but even then her youth had long
passed. She's very old, you know, for all she's so quick in her
movements, and clear in her intellect in most ways, except that she's
forgotten her age, and seems to have lost count of the flight
of time. Well, as I was saying, I was only sixteen when I commenced
to earn my living, and my mother was so pleased to get me such a good
place, for Miss Goodwin was always counted a rare hand for training
servants, having been accustomed to have a great many in her young
days. Yes," Mrs. Vallance nodded, as Angel's face expressed her
surprise, "she was brought up as a rich man's daughter, but after her
father's death her brother—an only brother he was—squandered all his
money, and most of hers too. Then it was she came to Myrtle Villa
to live, and ten years later I went there as maid-of-all-work. I knew
Miss Goodwin's brother had always been a worry and trouble to her,
and that after spending his fortune he had entered the army as a
private, so of course I never mentioned his name to her until one day
she spoke of him to me, and told me she had had a letter from some
one in India telling her he was dead. What astonished me was that she
didn't seem to be grieving, although I knew she had been very fond
of him, in spite of his bad ways. 'Oh, ma'am!' I cried, not knowing
what to say. 'Is he really dead? Perhaps there is some mistake.'
'Oh no!' she said. 'I will read you the letter.' And so she did.
It had been written by an army chaplain; I forget a great deal
of what was in it, but I shall always remember one part, which spoke
of a message the dying man had sent to Miss Goodwin, and the message
was this: 'Tell my sister that the remembrance of her love has taught
me to understand the love of God. If she had not forgiven me, I do
not believe I could have thought it possible God would.' It was that
message which had brought a joyful look into Miss Goodwin's face, and
prevented her grieving—the certainty that her love had been stronger
than evil, for he had been a bad man, my dear Miss Angel; his sister
knew that well, but she had always loved him, and prayed for him, and
had patience with him, and though the seas had divided them when he
lay dying, yet it had been her influence that had led him to repent
and turn to Jesus. The chaplain wrote that John Goodwin had died
a humble, repentant Christian, and, as my dear mistress said to me,
she had no cause to feel ashamed of him any more. It's an old tale
now, my dear, and I've only told it to you to show you how we ought
to forgive those who trespass against us. Sometimes it's very
difficult, just because those who have injured us are so very dear
to us; we feel on that account they ought to have treated us better;
but, however that may be, we should never cease to love and forgive."
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