But the call was hardly much of a success, despite all efforts. Mary,
having now had time to recapture her usual poise, no longer impressed
one as being so unreservedly overjoyed with herself. It was noted that
she kept referring to the write-ups, kept assuring him how delightful
she found it to be a celebrity as well as a Secretary, etc., etc. The
caller's intellect coldly gave her credit for "being very nice."
However, no niceness could help much to drape the stark obtruding facts;
no civilities seemed fitted to cope with the intangible wall suddenly
sprung up in the old friendship. And if there had lingered in Charles's
mind some revolting incredulity, some reactionary insistence that Mary
could never really carry out the typical exploit of the Egoette, the
talk this evening finally killed it. The famous educator's sentences
made it clear, once and for all, that she was Leaving Home for good--for
her own good, of course--on the 1st day of March succeeding.
Charles was determinedly "sincere" throughout the brief call,
continuously and spuriously hearty. Inwardly, his resolve grew more and
more fixed that this young woman, who was so rarely competent to Lead
Her Own Life, should be permitted to lead it quite unassisted
henceforth. For himself, he decided that his life should go to the
unremitting service of pure Letters. But of such matters, of course, he
permitted his agreeable chatter to yield no hint. Taking his departure
upon a new wave of felicitations, he could but congratulate himself upon
the trained adeptness of his mask.
And Mary, having shut the door upon her caller, stood leaning against
it, her arched brows drawn together in a faint frown, her fine eyes
faintly bewildered.
"Now what," she said, half aloud, "have I said or done, or left unsaid
or undone, this time?"
And then she went slowly back to her mother's bedroom, where she found
her mother with stockings to darn, and (taken unawares) her eyes a
little red.
XIV
In the Home on Center Street, the shrunken curtain was rarely hooked
back on the nail now. And on the ledge of the little window that gazed
toward the Blest, the shabby opera-glasses gathered dust.
As is perfectly understood, Careers in the making are the stuff to make
conservatives of others. Observing Egoettes, an authority, if male,
inevitably reacts, thinking better and better of the gentle business of
supplying beauty and supplying charm. Charles Garrott, in short, having
repudiated all connection with the life of Mary Wing, was in just the
proper frame of mind to applaud the life of Mary's so different cousin.
And Charles did applaud it--certainly. But, of course, such purely
scientific endorsement did not controvert another established known
truth, namely, that, under certain circumstances and as applied to
certain individuals, the supply of the soft commodities referred to may
very well prove a little in excess of the demand.
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