For the second time, Donald had contrived to force his hand in regard to
Mary: he was conscious of resenting that. Still--of course he had never
meant to let the old friendship end in estrangement, and doubtless the
casual pretext of the box was better than the formal "call" next week he
had had in mind. To appear as Mary's cheerer-up now was, indeed,
considerably beyond him. Nevertheless, he was well aware that what
Donald had told him in this connection had made an instant difference in
his feeling, made him readier to be friends again. If only she had felt
and realized all this in the beginning, if only she had showed him so
that day over the telephone....
Still, feeling wasn't enough, unfortunately. There was this whole
business about Donald, for instance. In one way he could think of that
almost pleasurably. Mary seemed to suppose that if she but arranged a
house-party and gave Donald a sound talking to in advance, the whole
thing was settled, down to the orange-blossoms. It required him to
revise her crude plannings, put in the omitted _finesse_, and deliver
Donald safely at the station. But Charles, pacing gravely toward the
unpremeditated meeting, large box under his arm, found his thought of
the episode continually seeking deeper levels. If, two weeks from now,
Donald was still not engaged to Helen, whose was to be the
responsibility of pushing him on? Not Mary's, evidently. Was not this
youth, in fact, but one more of those countless intimate obligations
which strong women must "hack away," when resolved to lead their own
lives? Donald was the apple of Mary's eye. Normally speaking, she was
ready to do anything for him. But it seemed that even Donald, if he
crossed the trail of the Career, would have to look to himself.
Or, more probably, he, Charles, would have to look out for him.
At the corner of Washington Street, pausing, the meditative young man
consulted his watch; he shifted the box for the purpose just as Donald
had done a few minutes earlier. It was quarter past five, exactly.
Donald would be at the station now, without doubt, safe on the train.
Well, here was one thing he had done for Mary, at any rate, as he should
not fail to indicate to her. And thus, insensibly, his thought slipped
into the pleasurable vein again, the superior, masterful vein, and his
mind composed the light ironic sentences with which he should make known
to Mary her remissness and his own subtle services.
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