"I did say something of the sort last week, I believe--though no day was
really settled on. But it was very nice of you," she went on naturally
enough, but with too evident a wish to shift the conversation, "to take
so much trouble about it to-day. I do appreciate all your interest in
it--and I do believe it's going to turn out right, too. Donald certainly
left me with that feeling, this afternoon. So don't let's bother about
it any more now," said Mary. "I'd much rather hear--some more about your
writing. I hope you've gotten the book well started now?"
But Charles, unique among the writers of the world, did not want to talk
about himself to-day. No, he had found the topic for him now.
"No!--I haven't, I'm sorry to say. Your arrangements are all made,
aren't they? Judge Blenso tells me you're going to live with Sophy
Stein, who used to run the Pure Food laboratories here?"
Again her brief look seemed to thrust upon him like a hand, and again
her reply glanced off:--
"Yes--I was planning to live with her. You knew her, didn't you, when--"
"I was going to say--if everything is arranged, perhaps you wouldn't
need to start so early.... Of course, the idea of your friends here
would be that you should wait till the last day."
As she neither approved nor rejected this amiable suggestion, Charles
said: "How does that idea appeal to you?"
To his surprise, instead of answering his question, Mary rose abruptly
and went over to her desk. He then assumed that she wished to show him
some letter bearing on her arrangements for her new life. But it seemed
that her movement had no such object. She merely stood there a moment,
fingering her papers in an irresolute sort of way; and then, without a
word, she moved a little farther, and stood, looking out of the window.
He said, at once with bewilderment and with increasing constraint: "Or
possibly you don't wish me to know when you are going?"
Then Mary Wing turned in the dying light, and said, not dramatically at
all, but in her quietest everyday voice:--
"No, I don't mind your knowing. I'm not going."
And still the authority on women did not understand.
"Not going--when?"
"I've decided not to accept the appointment."
And, sitting down, suddenly and purposelessly at her desk, the young
woman of the Career added in a rather let-down voice: "I haven't told
anybody at all yet. I just decided--last night."
Then came silence into the twilight sitting-room, surely a silence like
none here before it. In the Wings' best chair, the caller sat still as a
marble man, while the little noises from the street grew loud and
louder. And then, quite abruptly and mechanically, he began to rise,
exactly as if an unseen spirit were lifting him bodily by the hair. And
he could feel all the blood drawing out of his face.
"Not going to accept the appointment," he echoed suddenly, in a queer
voice.
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