This was his best old friend, this was the being he admired most upon
earth. She was his dearest comrade, his work-fellow and his playmate,
his human free and equal. She had a mind as good as his, a spirit whose
integrity he respected no less than his own; hands that were capable and
feet that she stood upon, and did not depend. She had an honor that was
not woman's honor, a virtue and character that had no part with the
business of sex. There was no competence a man had that this woman did
not have: she was as versatile and thoughtful and fearless and free as
the best of them. And, through and beyond all this, there was the
discovered marvel, that she had tilled and kept sweet the garden of her
womanhood. Underlying her rich human worthiness, as the mothering earth
lies under a tree, there was the treasure he had hardly glimpsed, this
store of her secret tenderness.
So it was that Charles Garrott spoke up suddenly, with a kind of
huskiness:--
"No, there's only one thing to talk of now. You will have to hear my
story."
The grammar-school teacher did not move. The twilit sitting-room was
stiller than a church. The young man went toward her on feet not now to
be stopped.
"But not from the beginning--no. That doesn't matter. It's the ending--I
have waited to talk with you about."
He stood now by the hard-worked little desk, an elbow rested on the top;
he looked down at the bent familiar head, the thick crown of feminine
fair hair. Just so, he had stood and looked on that other day, when she
had written upon his heart what freedom meant to her.
"I wanted to show how one man--got his education in womanhood--learned
how strength is stronger for being sweet--just by coming to see and
understand the moral beauty of one woman's life.... That is my story.
But it isn't enough to end with."
Some of his dignity, some of his self-control, seemed abruptly to
forsake the hard-pressed young man.
"You are that woman," he said, hoarsely. "You've educated me. But it
isn't enough."
She, his only heroine, raised her head, gave him one look from under her
arched brows; a strange look, that might have said good-bye to the
perfect friendship he had forever changed now. And he saw in the dusk
that her face was very pale.
"You've supposed I want nothing for myself. I am here asking for
everything...."
Her lashes fell. He was so close to her now that, just by putting out
his arm a little, he could have taken one of the small hands on the
desk-leaf. So he did put out his arm thus. Her hand, possessed, was cold
as ice; but it was not withdrawn. No, Mary's hand seemed to stay and
cling, like a hand come Home.
And now he heard her voice, as tender as a mother's:--
"Ah, have I anything to give, do you think--that hasn't been given? What
sort of ending do you want?"
So Charles told her then what sort of ending he wanted. And that, and no
other, was the sort of ending he had.
THE END
By Henry Sydnor Harrison
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