"Of course I don't want to press you against your will, Angela," said
Mary slowly. "You know that? But--I can't get away from feeling that
being a good wife--and mother--in this awfully upset, transitional age,
when men's ideals are changing step for step with women's--and perhaps a
little in advance of them, who knows?--I believe it's the most
complicated and difficult vocation in the world. Compared with it, any
ordinary man's profession--like engineering, for instance--looks to me
like simplicity itself. And, Angela, I can't believe that every woman is
born with all this understanding, all this difficult expert knowledge in
her head, any more than I believe that every man is born knowing by
intuition how to be a good engineer. Of course we'd think it quite
strange--shouldn't we?--if Donald, as a boy wanting to be an engineer,
had thought he mustn't read any books that mentioned engineering, and
must stop his ears if--"
Angela, feeling almost ready to stop her ears herself, interrupted with
some warmth:--
"Cousin Mary, we simply don't understand each other! I don't think
of--of romance--and marriage--as anything in the least like
_engineering_--not in the least! I don't think of them as subjects for
lectures by _experts_! And I was brought up to feel there were some
things not very--suitable to talk about. I was brought up not to think
about them at all."
"Of course, my dear!--I understand. But every woman thinks about
marriage--doesn't she? She can't help it. Take me," said Mary,
good-humoredly--"a confirmed old maid school-teacher who's just
scandalized half the city, and been publicly dismissed from her job. I
haven't the slightest idea of marrying, ever, and yet I think about it
often, and would like to feel--"
"You do? Well, I am different. I _don't_ think about it."
"You don't think about marriage?"
"I never think of it at all," said Angela.
That settled Cousin Mary. After a brief pause she said, in the nicest
way: "Well, then, forgive me, Angela, and forget everything I've said."
Angela forgave her readily enough. Shut your eyes to the horrid,
unwomanly streak in her, and Mary Wing was really a very pleasant
person. She had always said that, to her mother and others. So talk
flowed easily into other channels, and the air of cousinly amity was
soon restored. But just when that was accomplished, Mary rose
unexpectedly to go, and Angela found herself left with several topics
not yet mentioned at all.
"Oh, don't go yet!" said she. "I want to--"
"I _must_! I really had no time at all to-day, but came anyway, whether
or no. How pretty you look, Angela," said Mary, and kissed the now
unblushing cheek again.
"I wish the lunch-party hadn't kept you so long! I haven't--"
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