Left alone, Angela remained standing in the hall for a moment, gazing
into space, of which the hall really afforded little. Her despondency
now had a certain edge; it did seem hard that, while her friends and
relatives--and Cousin Mary, of all people--were going to jolly lunches
of the younger set, _her_ invitations should be only to New-Woman
_lectures_. And still, the girl's feeling had no bitterness, even now.
Of course she understood that she would have been at Mr. Garrott's
luncheon, too, but for the misunderstanding....
As she went upstairs, her mother called out to her, and Angela pursued
her way to the front bedroom, as she had meant to do anyway. Here, her
mother was discovered prone upon a pillowless lounge, dangerously facing
a gaslight and reading a magazine which had no covers. Having laid the
magazine, broken open, on her lap, Mrs. Flower listened attentively to
her daughter's report of Mary's call, and at the end said:--
"I must say I think it's very kind of Mr. Garrott to stand by her in
that way. Men secretly can never admire that sort of woman, whatever
their theories may be. And that's just it--that explains Mary's whole
lurid course. If she had ever had a ray of attention, of course she
would never have dreamed of these wild goings on."
Angela's mother was still a pretty woman, and long habit, it seemed, had
impressed her voice with a permanent plaintiveness. She had kicked off
her slippers for comfort; her high-bred feet were clad in faded cotton
stockings; she herself looked high-bred and faded. Her air and tone were
those of one to whom life had brought rude shocks--such as, that lovely
woman's portion was sacrifice ever, and that men cared only for the
first bloom of girlish beauty--and who found her only consolations in
her religion, and in the noble words, My Duty.
"You must see her when she calls, I suppose, but that is all. Until she
completely changes her ideas on all subjects, I cannot allow any
intimacy. I cannot."
"She means to be nice to me, mother. And besides--that's the sort of
connections you and father have given us, you know."
Mrs. Flower denied any responsibility whatever for the advanced Mary.
She continued her remarks with interest, the theme being one of her
favorites. Angela, having moved restlessly about the room for a time,
had halted at the window. Hence, she gazed out at a board fence billed
all over with advertisements of a celebrated spring tonic. A trolley-car
went rumbling by, its wheels throwing off jets of icy rain-water. It had
been a long, long day.
"The things women will do when they discover they're not attractive to
men! They simply get defiant. They get all reckless and bitter!"
Into the narrow walkway below turned a very tall man, under a small
greenish umbrella. In the silence of the house, the front door was heard
to open and shut. Then there were footsteps along the hall below, and
another door shut quietly, toward the back.
"Anything, anything to distract their minds!"
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