And it seemed to Charles Garrott, tramping intently along (for the
downpour gave him the freedom of the streets to-day) that it would be a
sweet and glorious thing if, say, a dozen of these leathern-lunged
professors of a new chaos could be gathered up, from the studies and
libraries where they sat so snug around the world, and brought here to
share this girl's catastrophe and go with her in her exile. And by
George!--they shouldn't squirm out by trying to blame it all on a mere
ignorant Public Opinion either! No, he, Charles, having a lot of them
together thus, would improve the occasion to explain, once and for all,
that freedom was not a thing that any chance passer could pick up and
use, like a cane; but, rather, the last difficult conquest of a unified
race. He would inform them that it was only too fatally easy to act
"free," at others' expense, the difficult and important thing being,
precisely, not so to act. And as to love, he would hammer into their
thick heads that the way to freedom was NOT through the delightfully
easy course of "demonstrating experiment" by self-elected Exceptional
People, but by the far more difficult demonstration that men and women
could be strong and constant in their affections, and trustworthy in
their passions.
There, indeed, was a demonstration for Exceptional People to get to work
on at once. Why write large books to declare that "the great love" was
its own justification. Why waste good ink upon an ideal truism? On what
day would a New book-writer teach men and women how to love greatly, or
how to tell even a little love from love's baser counterfeit? So long as
every schoolboy, drawn by a brief spark, will swear that his is the
great love; so long as men greatly love one person this year, and next
year quite another; so long as they will gladly deceive themselves, or
ape emotions above them, lest they must deny themselves a passing
indulgence: thus long would untrustworthy mortals need the hard
restraint of Law.
"Why, if men and women had the quality of love needed to make 'freedom'
work," thought the tutor suddenly, sloshing along toward the
Choristers', "they wouldn't need the freedom! No, then they'd be
perfectly satisfied with monogamous marriage."
Decidedly impressed with this epigram, Charles thought at once of "Notes
on Women." To draw the ruined life of Miss Trevenna across the line of
his new novel had, of course, come into his mind while he yet talked
with Mary. But he was fully aware that not one novel, or five, would
ever plumb bottom here.
Nevertheless, these thoughts pursued the young man through his lesson
with Miss Grace Chorister, and up to the very door of the Studio. There,
he suddenly became a working author again.
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