Angela understood, of course, that Mr. Garrott's remarkable offer to
tutor Wallie for nothing was an attention to her, and a very handsome
one. Still, it was not just the sort of attention that a young girl
prizes most, perhaps; and in especial it did not meet the needs of this
particular situation. To have a busy man-friend teaching German to your
little brother on your account is very flattering, indeed; but it does
not necessarily lead to the early clearing-up of a personal
misunderstanding. That Mr. Garrott had been much worried by their
misunderstanding, all along, Angela had known, by means of that womanly
intuition of which we read so much; now his note said so, in so many
words. But, manlike, he still did not see that, at heart, she was the
same girl that had attracted him so in the beginning, and that if he
would but call, she would make everything as it had been before.
How was she ever to see him again now?
At nineteen, youth accepts life's vicissitudes unquestioningly, but at
twenty-five, a womanly woman (if still without a home, a husband and
three curly-headed little children) has had time to whittle a number of
observations to a fairly sharp point. Angela thought her situation a
hard one, and it was. Wealth, influence, valuable connections--these
aids were not for her. All the ordinary opportunities enjoyed by girls
"in society," she lacked--in chief, opportunities of meeting people
casually, as at parties, of seeing the same people again and again,
under the most agreeable auspices. Her family simply failed to put her
in a party position, as it might be called; in consequence of which, it
came to this, that really her only meeting-place for the few people she
knew was on the street, walking. And even at the best, of course, that
method (by the mere laws of choice and chance) was most unsatisfactory.
Suppose that Mr. Garrott _had_ been taking walks all the time, for
instance, but, by reason of her having called him a brute, was choosing
other streets--how was she to know? A city is a big place, and one young
girl in a tight skirt cannot walk very fast or far, or cover a large
amount of space in a given time.
"Marna" alone was outstanding; and it carried but the slenderest
anticipations. Moreover, that question, all these depressing questions,
were academic now, and would be for weeks to come. The little coterie
had scattered far, and she had no means of filling the empty places.
There followed the dreariest days Angela had known since winter before
last in Mitchellton.
"How can you _expect_ anybody to notice us, mother?" she exclaimed, one
day. "The family of a poor, obscure doctor, living in a _hut_ on a back
street, with not a living soul to help us! I think it's remarkable I
accomplish as much as I do."
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