Sometimes I'm really worried about him, he's so _indifferent_!
He never jokes any more, and doesn't try to get any patients,
though I _know_ he could get lots with his reputation. He seems
despondent, Tommy, and sometimes doesn't even come in for his
office-hour--and the other day he lost a patient that way that
the Finchmans sent, she waited half an hour and then went! But
though he may have liked the country life better; and let us
all _vegetate_; that can't be it--for he certainly made no
objection when the family _consensus_ seemed to be that we
should move here! Of course, we have to face the fact that he
and mother aren't very _congenial_, it is her problem, and
while I wouldn't criticize mother for worlds and she certainly
does her duty as wife and mother--I do think it's a _great
mistake_ for her to always make her attitude a sort of
_reproach_, saying how "she's sacrificed herself to him" and
all--you know what I mean--
Mother really gets along better than any of us--especially as I
now do _all_ the work of the entire house!
The young writer paused, staring chillily at the register. She rarely
looked out the window now, hers being the blank certainty that there
would be nothing to see. Moreover, it was dusk. So, rising presently,
she lighted the gas, and resumed her sad sisterly letter.
Of her mother she wrote in some detail: of the various friends of her
girlhood she had renewed acquaintance with, and how she was always
exchanging calls with Cousin This or Martha That, who was So-and-So
before she married. To Angela, it had really seemed funny how all these
connections of her mother's, whose social possibilities they had so
often discussed before they left Mitchellton, had resolved themselves
into dejected old ladies who had had unhappy marriages, and whose
children had also had unhappy marriages, as a rule, or were in some
other way unavailable as friends. Out of five families thus exhumed by
Mrs. Flower, positively only one unattached young person had emerged,
and this one, named Jennie Finchman (!), while certainly well-meaning,
was a shy, anxious, painfully homely little thing who had never had a
good time in her life, and gave all her pocket-money to a mission in the
Dutch East Indies.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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