Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Single mothers -- Fiction; Social classes -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
"Angelica, I don’t love like that. I don’t care whether you’re unhappy
or not. I want you! I am mad for you! Even if it means your damnation
and ruin, on earth and in hell! I don’t care for anything but you--not
for God Himself!"
"Don’t talk like that!"
"It’s true. I know well what I’m doing. For you I’ve lost my immortal
soul. I haven’t a soul now. I love you as Satan loves. I want to drag
you down to hell with me!"
Angelica, however, was by no means so concerned with hell as she was
with this world.
"But think what would become of me!" she cried.
"Who cares?"
This viewpoint startled her.
"Well," she said, "_I_ care."
"No, you don’t," he answered. "You only care for me."
She wished to argue, to defend herself; but it was too late. She was
lost. His words so appealed to the recklessness in her own nature, to
her devil-may-care heart, that she could not counter them. She loved
this man; her whole heart urged her blindly to follow him, to do what he
asked, to hurry gloriously to destruction.
She made a half-hearted effort to get away from him, but he only held
her closer. He looked down at her and laughed.
"No use!" he said. "You don’t _want_ to go!"
Suddenly she flung her arms about his neck, and clung to him, looking up
into his bold eyes.
"All right!" she cried. "_I_ don’t care!"
PART TWO
CHAPTER ONE.
I
Mrs. Kennedy was very tired that afternoon. She had just finished
scrubbing a kitchen for a tenant, crawling laboriously across the greasy
soft-wood boards with her brush and her pail and her cloth. There had
been some foreign sort of fish stew cooking on the stove all the time,
and the smell had turned her sick. She had got splinters into her
water-softened hands, and her back ached with a ferocious, burning ache.
She came down the basement stairs carrying the empty pail, slowly--far
more slowly than she used to come.
"There’s not a thing in for my supper," she thought. "Well, I shan’t
bother to go out and get anything. I’ll just lay me down and rest. I’m
tired--tired _out_!"
The front door was unlatched. She pushed it open with her foot, and went
along to the kitchen. She wanted a cup of tea, but she couldn’t make the
effort to get it ready. She couldn’t even lie down. She sat on the
step-ladder chair, straightening her aching back and supporting it with
one hand while her eyes roved about her neat and dismal little domain,
hoping to discover what she very well knew wasn’t there--something to
eat, prepared and ready.
She was beginning to be dulled and blunted by solitude. Her life’s
incentive was gone; she had no reason for working and living other than
an animal reason--to feed herself. Her spirit had no food, and it was
perishing.
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