Country life -- Fiction; Domestic fiction; Mothers and daughters -- Fiction; Scotland -- Fiction
"It isn't given to many to be 'happy on the occasion of his death,' but
Father was. His end was as gentle as his life. He slipped away
suddenly on the Sabbath afternoon, at the hour when his hands had so
often been stretched in benediction. He died in his boyhood's home.
The November sun was going down behind the solemn round-backed hills,
the familiar sound of the Tweed over its pebbles was in his ears, and
though he had to cross the dark river the waters weren't deep for him.
I think, like Mr. Standfast, he went over 'wellnigh dry shod.' And he
was taken before the storm broke. Three months later the cable came
that broke our hearts. Robbie had died after two days' illness on his
way to Bombay to get the steamer for home."
CHAPTER XXIII
They had been talking of many things, Ann and her mother, and had
fallen silent.
The wind was tearing through the Green Glen, and moaning eerily round
the house of Dreams, throwing at intervals handfuls of hail which
struck against the panes like pistol-shots.
"A wild night," Mrs. Douglas said, looking over her shoulder at the
curtained windows, and drawing her chair nearer the fire. "This is the
sort of night your father liked to sit by the fireside. He would lift
his head from his book to listen to the wind outside, look round the
warm, light room and give a contented sigh."
"I know," said Ann; "it was very difficult doing without Father. He
had always enjoyed the good things of life so frankly there seemed no
pleasure any longer in a good dinner, or a fine morning, or a blazing
fire, or an interesting book, since he wasn't there to say how fine it
was. Besides his very presence had been a sort of benediction, and it
was almost as if the roof of life had been removed--and it was much
worse for you, poor Mother. We were afraid you would go, too."
"Oh, Ann," Mrs. Douglas, clasping _Hours of Silence_, raised tearful
eyes to her daughter, "I'm sure I didn't want to live. I don't know
why I go on living."
Ann caught her mother's hands in her own. "You funny wee body! You
remind me of the Paisley woman who told me she had lost all her sons in
the war, and was both surprised and annoyed that she hadn't died of
grief. 'An' ma neebor juist lost the one an' _she_ de'ed, and folk
said she niver liftit her heid efter her laddie went, and here wis me
losin' a' mine and gaun aboot quite healthy! An' I'm sure I wis as
vext as whit she wis. It's no want o' grievin' for I'm never dune
greetin'--I begin early i' the mornin' afore I get ma cup o' tea.'"
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