Ann Arbor (Mich.) -- Fiction; Short stories, American
She hung upon his reply eagerly, a little frightened, though she
realized, in seeking to analyze her foreboding that she could not tell
herself why she should.
"There's a great deal, Janet," he replied calmly. She perceived an
unfamiliar note in his voice, a note that seemed to her to sound a sort
of resignation.
"But _what_---- Can't you tell me? Has anything happened?"
For a moment he did not answer, but then he said: "Yes, dear; several
things have happened--several things----"
"What?" she asked, almost in a whisper, and he felt her hand's pressure
upon his arm again.
He continued, ruminatively, quite as though she had not spoken: "Several
things, that make other things clearer to me now--much clearer."
She had never heard him speak like this before. Perhaps it was a matter
intimately personal with him, too intimately personal even for her to
share his knowledge, his consideration of it. She almost regretted
having asked him. Why had she not prattled on about the game, the
splendid victory, his own skill? But when next he spoke she understood
she had done no wrong.
"I must tell you about those things, Janet; I must tell you
now--to-night--I have meant to before."
Her hand upon his arm tightened its grasp.
"John, what _is_ it? _What_ has happened?" Now she made no effort to
conceal the fright that sounded in her voice.
He patted her hand, white on his black sleeve, and laughed
lightly--forcedly, she thought.
"There, don't be afraid," he said, "I haven't committed any crime."
She laughed then herself, and said, "You _did_ frighten me, though."
They had come to the library. As they passed, the deep throated bell in
the tower rang out twice upon the stillness--tang--tung.
Fifteen minutes past one, Janet calculated.
They took the diagonal walk to the crossing of South and East University
Avenues. Her room was in the second house from the corner, on the former
street.
He seemed of a sudden to perceive where they were, for, looking about
him, he said: "Janet, it is something I must tell you for your own
sake. And when I'm through, you can say to me what you think; it won't
hurt."
A step and they were at her home.
"Can't you sit here on the porch a few minutes?" he asked; "I shan't
keep you long."
With sudden anger she replied:--
"John, if you don't speak out at once what you have to say, I shall go
in immediately. You've said again and again that there is something you
must tell me; why don't you? Couldn't you see; can't you see now that I
haven't begged you to tell because it seems to pain you."
"It does," he exclaimed, "you can't know how it pains me." He looked
down at her where she sat on the step and into her uplifted face.
"What is it?" she asked calmly, now.
He sat beside her.
"I hardly know where to begin," he commenced and hesitated. He seemed to
be arranging the words in his mind, for, after a moment he resumed.
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