"But it’s _got_ to be the time and place," she retorted, shaking a stiff
finger in his face. "I want to show you one side of this matter. I won’t
mention names, but a man, an old man, come to me one day. He set there
on my door-step and told me about his life of his own free will and
accord, because he’d heard of mine, and wanted to comfort me. He’d just
buried his wife—a woman he’d lived with for thirty-odd years, and big
tears rolled down his cheeks while he was talking. He said he was going
to tell me what he’d never told a living soul. He said away back, when
he was young, he loved his wife and courted her. He saw that she loved
him, but she kept holding off and wouldn’t give in till he was nearly
distracted; then he said her mother come to him and told him what the
trouble was. It was because the girl had had bad luck like I did. She
loved him and wanted to make him a good wife, but was afraid it would be
wrong. He said he told the girl’s mother that it made no difference to
him, and that he then and there promised never on this earth to mention
it to her, and he never did. She was the woman he lived with for a third
of a century in holy wedlock, and who he couldn’t speak of without
shedding tears. Now, Joe Boyd, here’s my point—the only difference I can
see in that woman’s conduct and mine is that I would have told you, but
I didn’t think you was the kind of a man to tell a thing like that to. I
didn’t think you was strong enough, as a man, but I thought your
happiness and mine depended on our marriage, and so after you had dogged
my steps for years I consented. So you see, if—if, I say—you had gone
and let the old matter drop, you wouldn’t have been in the plight you
are now, and our child would have had more of the things she needed."
"There are two sides to it," Boyd said, raising a sullen glance to her
impassioned face. "And that reminds me of an old man I knew about. He
was the best husband that ever walked the earth. He loved his wife and
children, and when he was seventytwo years of age he used to totter
about with his grandchildren all day long, loving them, with his whole
heart. Then one day proof was handed him—actual proof—that not a speck
of his blood flowed in their veins. He was hugging one of the little
ones in his arms when he heard the truth. Ann, it killed him. That’s
t’other side. You nor me can’t handle a matter as big and endless as
that is. The Lord God of the universe is handling ours. We can talk and
plan, but most of us, in a pinch, will do as generations before us have
done in sech delicate matters."
"I suppose so." Ann’s lips were white; there was a wild, hunted look in
her great, staring eyes.
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