His wilful phrensy he calls irresistible, and weeps for the torments which he himself inflicts. But once again this Clifton!--Read and tell me how I ought to act--I have received a blow from him, Oliver!--Yes, have tamely submitted to receive a blow!-- What intolerable prejudices are these! Why does my heart rebel so sternly, at what virtue so positively approves? I had just left her; had that instant been rejected by her for his sake; had been summoned to aid her, in weeding out error from his mind. She shewed me it was a noble task, and communicated to me her own divine ardour. Yes, Oliver; I came from her, with a warmed and animated heart; participating all her zeal. The most rigid, the most painful of all abstinence was demanded from me; but should I shrink from a duty because I pity or because I love myself? No. Such pusillanimity were death to virtue. I left her, while my thoughts glowed with the ardour of emulating her heroism; and burned to do him all the good which she had projected. He was at the end of the corridor, and saw me quit her apartment. His hot spirit caught the alarm instantaneously, and blazed in his countenance. He accosted me-- So, sir! You are very familiar with that lady! What right have you to intrude into her apartments? When she herself desires me, sir, I have a right. She desire you! 'Tis false! Sir? 'Tis false, sir! False? Yes, sir. And falsehood deserves to be chastised! Chastised? [It is in vain, Oliver, to endeavour to conceal the truth from myself; my folly incurred its own punishment--I repeat] Chastised? [I was lunatic enough to walk up to him, with a ridiculous and despicable air of defiance. He re-echoed my words, and instantly in contempt struck me on the cheek with the back of his hand.] Yes, sir; chastised! His rashness restored me to some sense of the farcical heroism which I had been aping. I hurried from him, without another word. Oliver, I can conceive nothing more painful than this wresting, this tearing of passion from its purpose. I walked a few minutes to calm my thoughts, and wrote him the following note. Sir,