Country life -- Fiction; Vicars, Parochial -- England -- Fiction
I never asked questions about the private affairs of any of my
parishioners, except of themselves individually upon occasion of their
asking me for advice, and some consequent necessity for knowing more
than they told me. Hence, I believe, they became the more willing that
I should know. But I heard a good many things from others,
notwithstanding, for I could not be constantly closing the lips of the
communicative as I had done those of Jane Rogers. And amongst other
things, I learned that Miss Oldcastle went most Sundays to the
neighbouring town of Addicehead to church. Now I had often heard of the
ability of the rector, and although I had never met him, was prepared
to find him a cultivated, if not an original man. Still, if I must be
honest, which I hope I must, I confess that I heard the news with a
pang, in analysing which I discovered the chief component to be
jealousy. It was no use asking myself why I should be jealous: there
the ugly thing was. So I went and told God I was ashamed, and begged
Him to deliver me from the evil, because His was the kingdom and the
power and the glory. And He took my part against myself, for He waits
to be gracious. Perhaps the reader may, however, suspect a deeper cause
for this feeling (to which I would rather not give the true name again)
than a merely professional one.
But there was one stray sheep of my flock that appeared in church for
the first time on the morning of Christmas Day—Catherine Weir. She did
not sit beside her father, but in the most shadowy corner of the
church—near the organ loft, however. She could have seen her father if
she had looked up, but she kept her eyes down the whole time, and never
even lifted them to me. The spot on one cheek was much brighter than
that on the other, and made her look very ill.
I prayed to our God to grant me the honour of speaking a true word to
them all; which honour I thought I was right in asking, because the
Lord reproached the Pharisees for not seeking the honour that cometh
from God. Perhaps I may have put a wrong interpretation on the passage.
It is, however, a joy to think that He will not give you a stone, even
if you should take it for a loaf, and ask for it as such. Nor is He,
like the scribes, lying in wait to catch poor erring men in their words
or their prayers, however mistaken they may be.
I took my text from the Sermon on the Mount. And as the magazine for
which these Annals were first written was intended chiefly for Sunday
reading, I wrote my sermon just as if I were preaching it to my unseen
readers as I spoke it to my present parishioners. And here it is now:
The Gospel according to St Matthew, the sixth chapter, and part of the
twenty-fourth and twenty-fifth verses:—
“‘YE CANNOT SERVE GOD AND MAMMON. THEREFORE I SAY TO YOU, TAKE NO
THOUGHT FOR YOUR LIFE.’
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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