Country life -- Fiction; Vicars, Parochial -- England -- Fiction
“But I think I hear my troubled friend who does not love money, and yet
cannot trust in God out and out, though she fain would,—I think I hear
her say, “I believe I could trust Him for myself, or at least I should
be ready to dare the worst for His sake; but my children—it is the
thought of my children that is too much for me.” Ah, woman! she whom
the Saviour praised so pleasedly, was one who trusted Him for her
daughter. What an honour she had! “Be it unto thee even as thou wilt.”
Do you think you love your children better than He who made them? Is
not your love what it is because He put it into your heart first? Have
not you often been cross with them? Sometimes unjust to them? Whence
came the returning love that rose from unknown depths in your being,
and swept away the anger and the injustice! You did not create that
love. Probably you were not good enough to send for it by prayer. But
it came. God sent it. He makes you love your children; be sorry when
you have been cross with them; ashamed when you have been unjust to
them; and yet you won’t trust Him to give them food and clothes! Depend
upon it, if He ever refuses to give them food and clothes, and you knew
all about it, the why and the wherefore, you would not dare to give
them food or clothes either. He loves them a thousand times better than
you do—be sure of that—and feels for their sufferings too, when He
cannot give them just what He would like to give them—cannot for their
good, I mean.
“But as your mistrust will go further, I can go further to meet it. You
will say, ‘Ah! yes’—in your feeling, I mean, not in words,—you will
say, ‘Ah! yes—food and clothing of a sort! Enough to keep life in and
too much cold out! But I want my children to have plenty of GOOD food,
and NICE clothes.’
“Faithless mother! Consider the birds of the air. They have so much
that at least they can sing! Consider the lilies—they were red lilies,
those. Would you not trust Him who delights in glorious colours—more at
least than you, or He would never have created them and made us to
delight in them? I do not say that your children shall be clothed in
scarlet and fine linen; but if not, it is not because God despises
scarlet and fine linen or does not love your children. He loves them, I
say, too much to give them everything all at once. But He would make
them such that they may have everything without being the worse, and
with being the better for it. And if you cannot trust Him yet, it
begins to be a shame, I think.
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