Country life -- Fiction; Vicars, Parochial -- England -- Fiction
I had allowed myself a half-hour before the fire with my glass of wine
and piece of bread, and I soon fell into a dreamy state called REVERIE,
which I fear not a few mistake for THINKING, because it is the nearest
approach they ever make to it. And in this reverie I kept staring about
my book-shelves. I am an old man now, and you do not know my name; and
if you should ever find it out, I shall very soon hide it under some
daisies, I hope, and so escape; and therefore, I am going to be
egotistic in the most unpardonable manner. I am going to tell you one
of my faults, for it continues, I fear, to be one of my faults still,
as it certainly was at the period of which I am now writing. I am very
fond of books. Do not mistake me. I do not mean that I love reading. I
hope I do. That is no fault—a virtue rather than a fault. But, as the
old meaning of the word FOND was FOOLISH, I use that word: I am
foolishly fond of the bodies of books as distinguished from their
souls, or thought-element. I do not say I love their bodies as DIVIDED
from their souls; I do not say I should let a book stand upon my
shelves for which I felt no respect, except indeed it happened to be
useful to me in some inferior way. But I delight in seeing books about
me, books even of which there seems to be no prospect that I shall have
time to read a single chapter before I lay this old head down for the
last time. Nay, more: I confess that if they are nicely bound, so as to
glow and shine in such a fire-light as that by which I was then
sitting, I like them ever so much the better. Nay, more yet—and this
comes very near to showing myself worse than I thought I was when I
began to tell you my fault: there are books upon my shelves which
certainly at least would not occupy the place of honour they do occupy,
had not some previous owner dressed them far beyond their worth, making
modern apples of Sodom of them. Yet there I let them stay, because they
are pleasant to the eye, although certainly not things to be desired to
make one wise. I could say a great deal more about the matter, pro and
con, but it would be worse than a sermon, I fear. For I suspect that by
the time books, which ought to be loved for the truth that is in them,
of one sort or another, come to be loved as articles of furniture, the
mind has gone through a process more than analogous to that which the
miser’s mind goes through—namely, that of passing from the respect of
money because of what it can do, to the love of money because it is
money. I have not yet reached the furniture stage, and I do not think I
ever shall. I would rather burn them all. Meantime, I think one
safeguard is to encourage one’s friends to borrow one’s books—not to
offer individual books, which is much the same as OFFERING advice. That
will probably take some of the shine off them, and put a few
thumb-marks in them, which both are very wholesome towards the
arresting of the furniture declension. For my part, thumb-marks I find
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