Country life -- Fiction; Vicars, Parochial -- England -- Fiction
“It ’ud be a shame of a man like me not to know all as you said this
mornin’, sir—leastways I don’t mean able to say it right off as you do,
sir; but not to know it, after the Almighty had been at such pains to
beat it into my hard head just to trust in Him and fear nothing and
nobody—captain, bosun, devil, sunk rock, or breakers ahead; but just to
mind Him and stand by halliard, brace, or wheel, or hang on by the
leeward earing for that matter. For, you see, what does it signify
whether I go to the bottom or not, so long as I didn’t skulk? or
rather,” and here the old man took off his hat and looked up, “so long
as the Great Captain has His way, and things is done to His mind? But
how ever a man like you, goin’ to the college, and readin’ books, and
warm o’ nights, and never, by your own confession this blessed mornin’,
sir, knowin’ what it was to be downright hungry, how ever you come to
know all those things, is just past my comprehension, except by a
double portion o’ the Spirit, sir. And that’s the way I account for it,
sir.”
Although I knew enough about a ship to understand the old man, I am not
sure that I have properly represented his sea-phrase. But that is of
small consequence, so long as I give his meaning. And a meaning can
occasionally be even better CONVEYED by less accurate words.
“I will try to tell you how I come to know about these things as I do,”
I returned. “How my knowledge may stand the test of further and severer
trials remains to be seen. But if I should fail any time, old friend,
and neither trust in God nor do my duty, what I have said to you
remains true all the same.”
“That it do, sir, whoever may come short.”
“And more than that: failure does not necessarily prove any one to be a
hypocrite of no faith. He may be still a man of little faith.”
“Surely, surely, sir. I remember once that my faith broke down—just for
one moment, sir. And then the Lord gave me my way lest I should
blaspheme Him in thy wicked heart.”
“How was that, Rogers?”
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