Country life -- Fiction; Vicars, Parochial -- England -- Fiction
“Of course I will, if I can find out an explanation to satisfy me. But
it is not at all clear to me now. In fact, I do not see the connecting
links of our Lord’s logic in the rebuke He gives them.”
“How am I to find out then, sir—knowing nothing of logic at all?” said
the old man, his rough worn face summered over with his child-like
smile.
“There are many things which a little learning, while it cannot really
hide them, may make you less ready to see all at once,” I answered,
shaking hands with Old Rogers, and then springing across the brook with
my carpet-bag in my hand.
By the time I had got through the rest of my calls, the fogs were
rising from the streams and the meadows to close in upon my first
Christmas Day in my own parish. How much happier I was than when I came
such a few months before! The only pang I felt that day was as I passed
the monsters on the gate leading to Oldcastle Hall. Should I be
honoured to help only the poor of the flock? Was I to do nothing for
the rich, for whom it is, and has been, and doubtless will be so hard
to enter into the kingdom of heaven? And it seemed to me at the moment
that the world must be made for the poor: they had so much more done
for them to enable them to inherit it than the rich had.—To these
people at the Hall, I did not seem acceptable. I might in time do
something with Judy, but the old lady was still so dreadfully repulsive
to me that it troubled my conscience to feel how I disliked her. Mr
Stoddart seemed nothing more than a dilettante in religion, as well as
in the arts and sciences—music always excepted; while for Miss
Oldcastle, I simply did not understand her yet. And she was so
beautiful! I thought her more, beautiful every time I saw her. But I
never appeared to make the least progress towards any real acquaintance
with her thoughts and feelings.—It seemed to me, I say, for a moment,
coming from the houses of the warm-hearted poor, as if the rich had not
quite fair play, as it were—as if they were sent into the world chiefly
for the sake of the cultivation of the virtues of the poor, and without
much chance for the cultivation of their own. I knew better than this
you know, my reader; but the thought came, as thoughts will come
sometimes. It vanished the moment I sought to lay hands upon it, as if
it knew quite well it had no business there. But certainly I did
believe that it was more like the truth to say the world was made for
the poor than to say that it was made for the rich. And therefore I
longed the more to do something for these whom I considered the rich of
my flock; for it was dreadful to think of their being poor inside
instead of outside.
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