Country life -- Fiction; Vicars, Parochial -- England -- Fiction
“Impossible!”
She returned no reply. We walked in silence for some minutes. At length
she said,
“My mother’s self-will amounts to madness, I do believe. I have yet to
learn where she would stop of herself.”
“All self-will is madness,” I returned—stupidly enough For what is the
use of making general remarks when you have a terrible concrete before
you? “To want one’s own way just and only because it is one’s own way
is the height of madness.”
“Perhaps. But when madness has to be encountered as if it were sense,
it makes it no easier to know that it is madness.”
“Does your uncle give you no help?”
“He! Poor man! He is as frightened at her as I am. He dares not even go
away. He did not know what he was coming to when he came to Oldcastle
Hall. Dear uncle! I owe him a great deal. But for any help of that
sort, he is of no more use than a child. I believe mamma looks upon him
as half an idiot. He can do anything or everything but help one to
live, to BE anything. Oh me! I AM so tired!”
And the PROUD lady, as I had thought her, perhaps not incorrectly,
burst out crying.
What was I to do? I did not know in the least. What I said, I do not
even now know. But by this time we were at the gate, and as soon as we
had passed the guardian monstrosities, we found the open road an
effectual antidote to tears. When we came within sight of the old house
where Weir lived, Miss Oldcastle became again a little curious as to
what I required of her.
“Trust me,” I said. “There is nothing mysterious about it. Only I
prefer the truth to come out fresh in the ears of the man most
concerned.”
“I do trust you,” she answered. And we knocked at the house-door.
Thomas Weir himself opened the door, with a candle in his hand. He
looked very much astonished to see his lady-visitor. He asked us,
politely enough, to walk up-stairs, and ushered us into the large room
I have already described. There sat the old man, as I had first seen
him, by the side of the fire. He received us with more than
politeness—with courtesy; and I could not help glancing at Miss
Oldcastle to see what impression this family of “low, free-thinking
republicans” made upon her. It was easy to discover that the impression
was of favourable surprise. But I was as much surprised at her
behaviour as she was at theirs. Not a haughty tone was to be heard in
her voice; not a haughty movement to be seen in her form. She accepted
the chair offered her, and sat down, perfectly at home, by the
fireside, only that she turned towards me, waiting for what explanation
I might think proper to give.
Before I had time to speak, however, old Mr Weir broke the silence.
“I’ve been telling Tom, sir, as I’ve told him many a time afore, as how
he’s a deal too hard with his children.”
“Father!” interrupted Thomas, angrily.
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