Country life -- Fiction; Vicars, Parochial -- England -- Fiction
When young Tom and I entered the room, his grandfather rose and
tottered to meet him. His father made one step towards him and then
hesitated. Of all conditions of the human mind, that of being ashamed
of himself must have been the strangest to Thomas Weir. The man had
never in his life, I believe, done anything mean or dishonest, and
therefore he had had less frequent opportunities than most people of
being ashamed of himself. Hence his fall had been from another
pinnacle—that of pride. When a man thinks it such a fine thing to have
done right, he might almost as well have done wrong, for it shows he
considers right something EXTRA, not absolutely essential to human
existence, not the life of a man. I call it Thomas Weir’s fall; for
surely to behave in an unfatherly manner to both daughter and son—the
one sinful, and therefore needing the more tenderness—the other
innocent, and therefore claiming justification—and to do so from pride,
and hurt pride, was fall enough in one history, worse a great deal than
many sins that go by harder names; for the world’s judgment of wrong
does not exactly correspond with the reality. And now if he was humbled
in the one instance, there would be room to hope he might become humble
in the other. But I had soon to see that, for a time, his pride, driven
from its entrenchment against his son, only retreated, with all its
forces, into the other against his daughter.
Before a moment had passed, justice overcame so far that he held out
his hand and said:—
“Come, Tom, let by-gones be by-gones.”
But I stepped between.
“Thomas Weir,” I said, “I have too great a regard for you—and you know
I dare not flatter you—to let you off this way, or rather leave you to
think you have done your duty when you have not done the half of it.
You have done your son a wrong, a great wrong. How can you claim to be
a gentleman—I say nothing of being a Christian, for therein you make no
claim—how, I say, can you claim to act like a gentleman, if, having
done a man wrong—his being your own son has nothing to do with the
matter one way or other, except that it ought to make you see your duty
more easily—having done him wrong, why don’t you beg his pardon, I say,
like a man?”
He did not move a step. But young Tom stepped hurriedly forward, and
catching his father’s hand in both of his, cried out:
“My father shan’t beg my pardon. I beg yours, father, for everything I
ever did to displease you, but I WASN’T to blame in this. I wasn’t,
indeed.”
“Tom, I beg your pardon,” said the hard man, overcome at last. “And
now, sir,” he added, turning to me, “will you let by-gones be by-gones
between my boy and me?”
There was just a touch of bitterness in his tone.
“With all my heart,” I replied. “But I want just a word with you in the
shop before I go.”
“Certainly,” he answered, stiffly; and I bade the old and the young man
good night, and followed him down stairs.
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