Country life -- Fiction; Vicars, Parochial -- England -- Fiction
“Perhaps she will break down all at once, and open her mind to you. I
have not told her she is dying. I think a medical man ought at least to
be quite sure before he dares to say such a thing. I have known a long
life injured, to human view at least, by the medical verdict in youth
of ever imminent death.”
“Certainly one has no right to say what God is going to do with any one
till he knows it beyond a doubt. Illness has its own peculiar mission,
independent of any association with coming death, and may often work
better when mingled with the hope of life. I mean we must take care of
presumption when we measure God’s plans by our theories. But could you
not suggest something, Doctor Duncan, to guide me in trying to do my
duty by her?”
“I cannot. You see you don’t know what she is THINKING; and till you
know that, I presume you will agree with me that all is an aim in the
dark. How can I prescribe, without SOME diagnosis? It is just one of
those few cases in which one would like to have the authority of the
Catholic priests to urge confession with. I do not think anything will
save her life, as we say, but you have taught some of us to think of
the life that belongs to the spirit as THE life; and I do believe
confession would do everything for that.”
“Yes, if made to God. But I will grant that communication of one’s
sorrows or even sins to a wise brother of mankind may help to a deeper
confession to the Father in heaven. But I have no wish for AUTHORITY in
the matter. Let us see whether the Spirit of God working in her may not
be quite as powerful for a final illumination of her being as the fiat
confessio of a priest. I have no confidence in FORCING in the moral or
spiritual garden. A hothouse development must necessarily be a sickly
one, rendering the plant unfit for the normal life of the open air.
Wait. We must not hurry things. She will perhaps come to me of herself
before long. But I will call and inquire after her.”
We parted; and I went at once to Catherine Weir’s shop. She received me
much as usual, which was hardly to be called receiving at all. Perhaps
there was a doubtful shadow, not of more cordiality, but of less
repulsion in it. Her eyes were full of a stony brilliance, and the
flame of the fire that was consuming her glowed upon her cheeks more
brightly, I thought, than ever; but that might be fancy, occasioned by
what the doctor had said about her. Her hand trembled, but her
demeanour was perfectly calm.
“I am sorry to hear you are complaining, Miss Weir,” I said.
“I suppose Dr Duncan told you so, sir. But I am quite well. I did not
send for him. He called of himself, and wanted to persuade me I was
ill.”
I understood that she felt injured by his interference.
“You should attend to his advice, though. He is a prudent man, and not
in the least given to alarming people without cause.”
She returned no answer. So I tried another subject.
“What a fine fellow your brother is!”
“Yes; he grows very much.”
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