Country life -- Fiction; Vicars, Parochial -- England -- Fiction
I therefore chose one of Wordsworth’s sonnets, not one of his best by
any means, but suitable for my purpose—the one entitled, “Composed
during a Storm.” This I gave him to read, telling him to let me know
when he considered that he had mastered the meaning of it, and sat down
to my own studies. I remember I was then reading the Anglo-Saxon
Gospels. I think it was fully half-an-hour before Tom rose and gently
approached my place. I had not been uneasy about the experiment after
ten minutes had passed, and after that time was doubled, I felt certain
of some measure of success. This may possibly puzzle my reader; but I
will explain. It was clear that Tom did not understand the sonnet at
first; and I was not in the least certain that he would come to
understand it by any exertion of his intellect, without further
experience. But what I was delighted to be made sure of was that Tom at
least knew that he did not know. For that is the very next step to
knowing. Indeed, it may be said to be a more valuable gift than the
other, being of general application; for some quick people will
understand many things very easily, but when they come to a thing that
is beyond their present reach, will fancy they see a meaning in it, or
invent one, or even—which is far worse—pronounce it nonsense; and,
indeed, show themselves capable of any device for getting out of the
difficulty, except seeing and confessing to themselves that they are
not able to understand it. Possibly this sonnet might be beyond Tom
now, but, at least, there was great hope that he saw, or believed, that
there must be something beyond him in it. I only hoped that he would
not fall upon some wrong interpretation, seeing he was brooding over it
so long.
“Well, Tom,” I said, “have you made it out?”
“I can’t say I have, sir. I’m afraid I’m very stupid, for I’ve tried
hard. I must just ask you to tell me what it means. But I must tell you
one thing, sir: every time I read it over—twenty times, I daresay—I
thought I was lying on my mother’s grave, as I lay that terrible night;
and then at the end there you were standing over me and saying, ‘Can I
do anything to help you?’”
I was struck with astonishment. For here, in a wonderful manner, I saw
the imagination outrunning the intellect, and manifesting to the heart
what the brain could not yet understand. It indicated undeveloped gifts
of a far higher nature than those belonging to the mere power of
understanding alone. For there was a hidden sympathy of the deepest
kind between the life experience of the lad, and the embodiment of such
life experience on the part of the poet. But he went on:
“I am sure, sir, I ought to have been at my prayers, then, but I
wasn’t; so I didn’t deserve you to come. But don’t you think God is
sometimes better to us than we deserve?”
“He is just everything to us, Tom; and we don’t and can’t deserve
anything. Now I will try to explain the sonnet to you.”
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