Country life -- Fiction; Vicars, Parochial -- England -- Fiction
I walked quickly on to reach a stile by means of which I should soon
leave the little world of Marshmallows quite behind me, and be alone
with nature and my Greek Testament. Hearing the sound of horse-hoofs on
the road from Addicehead, I glanced up from my pocket-book, in which I
had been looking over the thoughts that had at various moments passed
through my mind that week, in order to choose one (or more, if they
would go together) to be brooded over to-day for my people’s spiritual
diet to-morrow—I say I glanced up from my pocket-book, and saw a young
man, that is, if I could call myself young still, of distinguished
appearance, approaching upon a good serviceable hack. He turned into my
road and passed me. He was pale, with a dark moustache, and large dark
eyes; sat his horse well and carelessly; had fine features of the type
commonly considered Grecian, but thin, and expressive chiefly of
conscious weariness. He wore a white hat with crape upon it, white
gloves, and long, military-looking boots. All this I caught as he
passed me; and I remember them, because, looking after him, I saw him
stop at the lodge of the Hall, ring the bell, and then ride through the
gate. I confess I did not quite like this; but I got over the feeling
so far as to be able to turn to my Testament when I had reached and
crossed the stile.
I came home another way, after one of the most delightful days I had
ever spent. Having reached the river in the course of my wandering, I
came down the side of it towards Old Rogers’s cottage, loitering and
looking, quiet in heart and soul and mind, because I had committed my
cares to Him who careth for us. The earth was round me—I was rooted, as
it were, in it, but the air of a higher life was about me. I was swayed
to and fro by the motions of a spiritual power; feelings and desires
and hopes passed through me, passed away, and returned; and still my
head rose into the truth, and the will of God was the regnant sunlight
upon it. I might change my place and condition; new feelings might come
forth, and old feelings retire into the lonely corners of my being; but
still my heart should be glad and strong in the one changeless thing,
in the truth that maketh free; still my head should rise into the
sunlight of God, and I should know that because He lived I should live
also, and because He was true I should remain true also, nor should any
change pass upon me that should make me mourn the decadence of
humanity. And then I found that I was gazing over the stump of an old
pollard, on which I was leaning, down on a great bed of white
water-lilies, that lay in the broad slow river, here broader and slower
than in most places. The slanting yellow sunlight shone through the
water down to the very roots anchored in the soil, and the water
swathed their stems with coolness and freshness, and a universal sense,
I doubt not, of watery presence and nurture. And there on their lovely
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