Country life -- Fiction; Vicars, Parochial -- England -- Fiction
“I don’t know,” he answered. “I have known resentment preponderate over
every other feeling and passion—in the mind of a woman too. I once
heard of a good woman who cherished this feeling against a good man
because of some distrustful words he had once addressed to herself. She
had lived to a great age, and was expressing to her clergyman her
desire that God would take her away: she had been waiting a long time.
The clergyman—a very shrewd as well as devout man, and not without a
touch of humour, said: ‘Perhaps God doesn’t mean to let you die till
you’ve forgiven Mr—-.’ She was as if struck with a flash of thought,
sat silent during the rest of his visit, and when the clergyman called
the next day, he found Mr —— and her talking together very quietly over
a cup of tea. And she hadn’t long to wait after that, I was told, but
was gathered to her fathers—or went home to her children, whichever is
the better phrase.”
“I wish I had had your experience, Dr Duncan,” I said.
“I have not had so much experience as a general practitioner, because I
have been so long at sea. But I am satisfied that until a medical man
knows a good deal more about his patient than most medical men give
themselves the trouble to find out, his prescriptions will partake a
good deal more than is necessary of haphazard.—As to this question of
obstinate resentment, I know one case in which it is the ruling
presence of a woman’s life—the very light that is in her is resentment.
I think her possessed myself.
“Tell me something about her.”
“I will. But even to you I will mention no names. Not that I have her
confidence in the least. But I think it is better not. I was called to
attend a lady at a house where I had never yet been.”
“Was it in—-?” I began, but checked myself. Dr Duncan smiled and went
on without remark. I could see that he told his story with great care,
lest, I thought, he should let anything slip that might give a clue to
the place or people.
“I was led up into an old-fashioned, richly-furnished room. A great
wood-fire burned on the hearth. The bed was surrounded with heavy dark
curtains, in which the shadowy remains of bright colours were just
visible. In the bed lay one of the loveliest young creatures I had ever
seen. And, one on each side, stood two of the most dreadful-looking
women I had ever beheld. Still as death, while I examined my patient,
they stood, with moveless faces, one as white as the other. Only the
eyes of both of them were alive. One was evidently mistress, and the
other servant. The latter looked more self-contained than the former,
but less determined and possibly more cruel. That both could be unkind
at least, was plain enough. There was trouble and signs of inward
conflict in the eyes of the mistress. The maid gave no sign of any
inside to her at all, but stood watching her mistress. A child’s toy
was lying in a corner of the room.”
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