Country life -- Fiction; Vicars, Parochial -- England -- Fiction
It was not alone resentment at my interference that had thus put the
poor fellow beside himself, I was certain: I had called up all the old
misery—set the wound bleeding again. Shame was once more wide awake and
tearing at his heart. That HIS daughter should have done so! For she
had been his pride. She had been the belle of the village, and very
lovely; but having been apprenticed to a dressmaker in Addicehead, had,
after being there about a year and a half, returned home, apparently in
a decline. After the birth of her child, however, she had, to her own
disappointment, and no doubt to that of her father as well, begun to
recover. What a time of wretchedness it must have been to both of them
until she left his house, one can imagine. Most likely the misery of
the father vented itself in greater unkindness than he felt, which,
sinking into the proud nature she had derived from him, roused such a
resentment as rarely if ever can be thoroughly appeased until Death
comes in to help the reconciliation. How often has an old love blazed
up again under the blowing of his cold breath, and sent the spirit warm
at heart into the regions of the unknown! She never would utter a word
to reveal the name or condition of him by whom she had been wronged. To
his child, as long as he drew his life from her, she behaved with
strange alternations of dislike and passionate affection; after which
season the latter began to diminish in violence, and the former to
become more fixed, till at length, by the time I had made their
acquaintance, her feelings seemed to have settled into what would have
been indifference but for the constant reminder of her shame and her
wrong together, which his very presence necessarily was.
They were not only the gossips of the village who judged that the fact
of Addicehead’s being a garrison town had something to do with the fate
that had befallen her; a fate by which, in its very spring-time, when
its flowers were loveliest, and hope was strongest for its summer, her
life was changed into the dreary wind-swept, rain-sodden moor. The man
who can ACCEPT such a sacrifice from a woman,—I say nothing of WILING
it from her—is, in his meanness, selfishness, and dishonour,
contemptible as the Pharisee who, with his long prayers, devours the
widow’s house. He leaves her desolate, while he walks off free. Would
to God a man like the great-hearted, pure-bodied Milton, a man whom
young men are compelled to respect, would in this our age, utter such a
word as, making “mad the guilty,” if such grace might be accorded them,
would “appal the free,” lest they too should fall into such a mire of
selfish dishonour!
CHAPTER XXII.
THE DEVIL IN CATHERINE WEIR.
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