Country life -- Fiction; Vicars, Parochial -- England -- Fiction
That moment I felt a little hand poke itself into mine. I looked down,
and there was Gerard Weir looking up in my face. I found myself in the
midst of the children coming out of school, for it was Saturday, and a
half-holiday. He smiled in my face, and I hope I smiled in his; and so,
hand in hand, we went on to the vicarage, where I gave him up to my
sister. But I cannot convey to my reader any notion of the quietness
that entered my heart with the grasp of that childish hand. I think it
was the faith of the boy in me that comforted me, but I could not help
thinking of the words of our Lord about receiving a child in His name,
and so receiving Him. By the time we reached the vicarage my heart was
very quiet. As the little child held by my hand, so I seemed to be
holding by God’s hand. And a sense of heart-security, as well as
soul-safety, awoke in me; and I said to myself,—Surely He will take
care of my heart as well as of my mind and my conscience. For one
blessed moment I seemed to be at the very centre of things, looking out
quietly upon my own troubled emotions as upon something outside of
me—apart from me, even as one from the firm rock may look abroad upon
the vexed sea. And I thought I then knew something of what the apostle
meant when he said, “Your life is hid with Christ in God.” I knew that
there was a deeper self than that which was thus troubled.
I had not had my usual ramble this morning, and was otherwise ill
prepared for the Sunday. So I went early into the church; but finding
that the sexton’s wife had not yet finished lighting the stove, I sat
down by my own fire in the vestry.
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