Country life -- Fiction; Vicars, Parochial -- England -- Fiction
But little as I knew of the signs of the approach of death, I was
certain, the moment I saw Catherine, that the veil that hid the “silent
land” had begun to lift slowly between her and it. And for a moment I
almost envied her that she was so soon to see and know that after which
our blindness and ignorance were wondering and hungering. She could
hardly speak. She looked more patient than calm. There was no light in
the room but that of the fire, which flickered flashing and fading, now
lighting up the troubled eye, and now letting a shadow of the coming
repose fall gently over it. Thomas sat by the fire with the child on
his knee, both looking fixedly into the glow. Gerard’s natural mood was
so quiet and earnest, that the solemnity about him did not oppress him.
He looked as if he were present at some religious observance of which
he felt more than he understood, and his childish peace was in no wise
inharmonious with the awful silence of the coming change. He was no
more disquieted at the presence of death than the stars were.
And this was the end of the lovely girl—to leave the fair world still
young, because a selfish man had seen that she was fair! No time can
change the relation of cause and effect. The poison that operates ever
so slowly is yet poison, and yet slays. And that man was now murdering
her, with weapon long-reaching from out of the past. But no, thank God!
this was not the end of her. Though there is woe for that man by whom
the offence cometh, yet there is provision for the offence. There is
One who bringeth light out of darkness, joy out of sorrow, humility out
of wrong. Back to the Father’s house we go with the sorrows and sins
which, instead of inheriting the earth, we gathered and heaped upon our
weary shoulders, and a different Elder Brother from that angry one who
would not receive the poor swine-humbled prodigal, takes the burden
from our shoulders, and leads us into the presence of the Good.
She put out her hand feebly, let it lie in mine, looked as if she
wanted me to sit down by her bedside, and when I did so, closed her
eyes. She said nothing. Her father was too much troubled to meet me
without showing the signs of his distress, and his was a nature that
ever sought concealment for its emotion; therefore he sat still. But
Gerard crept down from his knee, came to me, clambered up on mine, and
laid his little hand upon his mother’s, which I was holding. She opened
her eyes, looked at the child, shut them again, and tears came out from
between the closed lids.
“Has Gerard ever been baptized?” I asked her.
Her lips indicated a NO.
“Then I will be his godfather. And that will be a pledge to you that I
will never lose sight of him.”
She pressed my hand, and the tears came faster.
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