Country life -- Fiction; Vicars, Parochial -- England -- Fiction
I was now perfectly collected. All my dubitation and distress were
gone, for I had something to do, although what I could not yet tell.
That she did not love Captain Everard was plain, and that she had as
yet resisted her mother was also plain, though it was not equally
certain that she would, if left at her mercy, go on to resist her. This
was what I hoped to strengthen her to do. I saw nothing more within my
reach as yet. But from what I knew of Miss Oldcastle, I saw plainly
enough that no greater good could be done for her than this enabling to
resistance. Self-assertion was so foreign to her nature, that it needed
a sense of duty to rouse her even to self-defence. As I have said
before, she was clad in the mail of endurance, but was utterly without
weapons. And there was a danger of her conduct and then of her mind
giving way at last, from the gradual inroads of weakness upon the thews
which she left unexercised. In respect of this, I prayed heartily that
I might help her.
Judy and I scarcely spoke to each other from the moment we entered the
gate till I found myself at a side door which I had never observed till
now. It was fastened, and Judy told me to wait till she went in and
opened it. The moon was now quite obscured, and I was under no
apprehension of discovery. While I stood there I could not help
thinking of Dr Duncan’s story, and reflecting that the daughter was now
returning the kindness shown to the mother.
I had not to wait long before the door opened behind me noiselessly,
and I stepped into the dark house. Judy took me by the hand, and led me
along a passage, and then up a stair into the little drawing-room.
There was no light. She led me to a seat at the farther end, and
opening a door close beside me, left me in the dark.
There I sat so long that I fell into a fit of musing, broken ever by
startled expectation. Castle after castle I built up; castle after
castle fell to pieces in my hands. Still she did not come. At length I
got so restless and excited that only the darkness kept me from
starting up and pacing the room. Still she did not come, and partly
from weakness, partly from hope deferred, I found myself beginning to
tremble all over. Nor could I control myself. As the trembling
increased, I grew alarmed lest I should become unable to carry out all
that might be necessary.
Suddenly from out of the dark a hand settled on my arm. I looked up and
could just see the whiteness of a face. Before I could speak, a voice
said brokenly, in a half-whisper:—
“WILL you save me, Mr Walton? But you’re trembling; you are ill; you
ought not to have come to me. I will get you something.”
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