Country life -- Fiction; Vicars, Parochial -- England -- Fiction
I’ll do all I can for you.”
She caught hold of my hand and held it to her lips, and then to her
bosom, and cried again, but more quietly, and all was right between us
once more. It was well for her, poor thing, that she could go to her
bed. And I said to myself, “Nobody need ever know about it; and nobody
ever shall if I can help it.” To tell the truth, my hope was that she
would die before there was any need for further concealment. “But
people in that condition seldom die, they say, till all is over; and so
she lived on and on, though plainly getting weaker and weaker.—At the
captain’s next visit, the wedding-day was fixed. And after that a
circumstance came about that made me uneasy. A Hindoo servant—the
captain called him his NIGGER always—had been constantly in attendance
upon him. I never could abide the snake-look of the fellow, nor the
noiseless way he went about the house. But this time the captain had a
Hindoo woman with him as well. He said that his man had fallen in with
her in London; that he had known her before; that she had come home as
nurse with an English family, and it would be very nice for his wife to
take her back with her to India, if she could only give her house room,
and make her useful till after the wedding. This was easily arranged,
and he went away to return in three weeks, when the wedding was to take
place. Meantime poor Emily grew fast worse, and how she held out with
that terrible cough of hers I never could understand—and spitting
blood, too, every other hour or so, though not very much. And now, to
my great trouble, with the preparations for the wedding, I could see
yet less of her than before; and when Miss Oldcastle sent the Hindoo to
ask me if she might not sit in the room with the poor girl, I did not
know how to object, though I did not at all like her being there. I
felt a great mistrust of the woman somehow or other. I never did like
blacks, and I never shall. So she went, and sat by her, and waited on
her very kindly—at least poor Emily said so. I called her Emily because
she had begged me, that she might feel as if her mother were with her,
and she was a child again. I had tried before to find out from her when
greater care would be necessary, but she couldn’t tell me anything. I
doubted even if she understood me. I longed to have the wedding over
that I might get rid of the black woman, and have time to take her
place, and get everything prepared. The captain arrived, and his man
with him. And twice I came upon the two blacks in close
conversation.—Well, the wedding-day came. The people went to church;
and while they were there a terrible storm of wind and snow came on,
such that the horses would hardly face it. The captain was going to
take his bride home to his father, Sir Giles’s; but, short as the
distance was, before the time came the storm got so dreadful that no
one could think of leaving the house that night. The wind blew for all
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