England -- Fiction; France -- Fiction; Governesses -- Fiction; Orphans -- Fiction
And what was the mystery? That something or other was amiss in the
family was all too evident. "Have they got a ghost here?" I said to
myself, in peevishness. Involuntarily the long-past words of Annette
Barlieu flashed into my mind: and I had never thought of them since
they were spoken. "There is always a cloud hanging over Chandos. They
do not care to have a governess residing there: Miladi said it to me."
Then what was the cloud?—what was the fear?
Hill came in again, saying I was to keep the chintz-room. Lady Chandos,
in passing just now along the gallery to her own apartments in the west
wing, saw for the first time that the blue room was not ready. So it
was decided between her and Hill that I should occupy the chintz one.
The luggage was brought up, and I began to dress for dinner. A question
occurred to me—are companions expected to dress, in the wide sense of
the term? I really did not know, in my inexperience. My birth entitled
me to do so; but did my position? A minute's hesitation told me I was a
guest at Chandos, treated and regarded as one, and might appear
accordingly. So I put on a pretty low blue silk, with my necklace of
real pearls, that had once been mamma's, and the pale-blue enamelled
bracelets with the pearl clasps. I had been obliged to dress a good
deal at Mrs. Paler's in the evening; and—to confess the truth—I liked
it.
I stood at the door, hesitating whether to go down, as one is apt to do
in a house, the ways of which are unfamiliar, when Mr. Chandos, ready
for dinner, came suddenly out of the room opposite to the library,
nearly opposite to mine, the one that I spoke of as looking to the back
of the house, and adjoining the back rooms of the east wing. I
concluded that it was his bed-chamber. He smiled at me as he crossed to
the stairs, but did not say anything. Directly after, Emily de
Mellissie appeared in the gallery, radiant in white silk, with an
apple-blush rose in her hair, and a diamond aigrette embedded in it.
They said she was full of whims—as I knew for myself. How ardently I
hoped that some whim would send her speedily away from Chandos!
We went into the first drawing-room, one of the most beautiful rooms I
had ever seen, its fittings violet and gold. Lady Chandos was there,
and did not appear to have changed her dress. The dinner was served in
the oak-parlour; not once in a year did they use the great dining-room.
Lady Chandos kindly passed her arm through mine; and Mr. Chandos
brought in his sister.
It was a pleasant dinner, and a pleasant evening. Emily was on her best
behaviour, telling all manner of amusing anecdotes of Paris life to her
mother and brother, ignoring me. I listened, and was spoken to by the
others now and then. We did not quit the oak-parlour. When dessert was
taken, Hickens, the butler, removed it and brought in tea. "After my
snug sitting-room upstairs, the drawing-room is so large," observed
Lady Chandos to me, as if in apology; "I like this parlour best."
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