England -- Fiction; France -- Fiction; Governesses -- Fiction; Orphans -- Fiction
"Well, sir, if you can call it speaking, I have. This evening, as I was
coming home, I met him in one of the walks. He wished me good evening,
and asked how my lady was. I stood to answer him, saying my lady was
still very ill. That's all, sir."
"Has he spoken to you at any other time?"
"No, sir, never. I had forgot his name, sir, till you mentioned it
now."
She did seem to speak truthfully, and Mr. Chandos looked at me. Lizzy,
finding nothing more was asked, turned to the sideboard again, and
presently quitted the room.
"The traitor is not Lizzy Dene, Anne!"
Certainly it did not appear to be. I felt puzzled. Mr. Chandos
continued his walk, and the clock struck ten. Putting up my work, I
held out my hand to wish him good-night, and took courage to speak out
the question lying so heavily on my heart.
"Do you think, sir, Mr. Edwin Barley can really claim me?"
"I cannot tell, Anne. At any rate he would have, I imagine, to make you
first of all a ward in Chancery, and get himself appointed guardian;
and that would take time."
"He could not come into your house and take me forcibly out of it?"
"Certainly not; and I—acting for Lady Chandos—will take very good care
he does not do it."
"Good-night, sir!"
"It is to be 'sir' to the end—is it? Good-night, Anne," he went on,
shaking me by the hand. "I wish I dare offer you a different good-night
from this formal one! I wish I could feel justified in doing it."
I don't know what I stammered; something foolish and incoherent; and in
tone, at any rate, full of my depth of love.
"No, it may not be," he answered, very decisively. "If a wavering
crossed my mind before, when I thought you—forgive me, Anne—an
unpretending governess-girl, as to whether I should lay the good and
the ill before you and let you decide, it has passed now. The daughter
of Colonel Hereford and of Miss Carew of Keppe-Carew, must not be
trifled with. Good-night, child!"
The tears were streaming down my cheeks when I entered my bedroom. Had
Mr. Chandos cast me off for ever? Since that unlucky remark of his,
that my family was better than his own, I know not what sweet visions
of rose-colour had been floating in my mind. I _was_ of good descent,
with a lady's breeding and education; surely, if he could forgive my
want of money and my having lived as a dependent at Mrs. Paler's, there
had been no very great barrier between me and a younger brother of
Chandos!
Dwelling upon this, my tears blinding me, it startled me to see Mrs.
Penn quietly seated in my room. She pointed to the door.
"Shut it and bolt it, Miss Hereford. I have been waiting to talk to
you!"
I shut it, but did not slip the bolt. Where was the necessity? Nobody
ever came into my room at night—Mrs. Penn excepted.
"Come and sit down, and tell me why you are crying!"
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