England -- Fiction; France -- Fiction; Governesses -- Fiction; Orphans -- Fiction
"To me. You know it. You know it, sir. Had my father been alive; had I
any friend in the world to protect me, I do not think you would have
dared to speak to me of love."
"Were your father, Colonel Hereford, alive, Anne, I should lay the
whole case before him, and say—'Judge for yourself; shall, or shall not
your daughter be mine?' I fancy he would find the objection less
insuperable than you appear to do."
I believe I simply stared in answer to this. Calm, good, and noble he
looked, standing there with his truthful eyes, speaking his apparently
truthful words. It seemed that we must be at cross-purposes.
"When you spoke of the bar that existed to your marrying, you put it
upon the hinted-at misfortunes, the disgrace attaching to your family,
Mr. Chandos. But you never alluded to the real bar."
"There is no other bar. But for that, I would like to make you my wife
to-morrow. What have you got in your head?"
I knew what I was beginning to have in my temper. "If you continue to
detain me here, sir, and to say these things, I will go straight with
my complaint to Mrs. Chandos."
"To Mrs. Chandos! What good would that do?" he coolly questioned.
"Oh, sir, spare me! I did not think you would behave so. Don't you see,
putting me and my feelings out of the question, how all this wrongs
_her?_"
He looked at me strangely, his countenance a puzzle. "What has Mrs.
Chandos to do with it? She is nothing to you or to me."
"She is your wife, sir."
His elbow displaced some ornament on the mantelpiece; he had to turn
and save it from falling. Then he faced me again.
"My wife, did you say?"
And very much ashamed I had felt to say it: with my hot face and my
eyes bent on the carpet.
"Mrs. Chandos is no wife of mine. I never was married yet. Did you go
to sleep and dream it?"
Ah, how that poor foolish heart of mine stood still! Was it possible
that Mrs. Penn had been mistaken?—that my misery had been without
foundation; my supposed offered insults only fancied ones. No condemned
criminal, called forth from his cell to hear the reprieve read that
will restore to him the life he has forfeited, could experience a more
intense revulsion of joy than I did then.
I put my hands up in front of him: it was no moment for affectation or
reticence.
"Tell me the truth," I gasped; "the truth as before heaven? Is, or is
not, Mrs. Chandos your wife?"
He bent his head a little forward, speaking clearly and distinctly,
with an emphasis on every word.
"Mrs. Chandos is my sister-in-law. She is my brother's wife. It is the
truth, in the presence of heaven."
I covered my face with my hands to hide the blinding tears that fell on
my cheeks of shame. To have made so dreadful a mistake!—and to have
spoken of it!
Mr. Chandos took the hands away, holding them and me before him.
"Having said so much, Anne, you must say more. Has this been the cause
of your changed conduct? Whence could the strange notion have arisen?"
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